Outings :)

Again, i had outings almost everyday last week...

Tuesday
Finally got outing wid Ee Wing my beloved fren after soo long...

V went MV

BeeTheng, Pei Xuan who i haven seen for years were there too

V were having gossiping session at Nando's haha for quite long only then v started to shop...

It was a nice day :)

As usual lo, mengada me wid Ew's sunglasses in Nando's haha

Dunno y, ly loves this tree so much and want us to take pics here..

So ho, i be the Koala Bear lo haha

V take turns lo , lol

Us:) Ji Muiz forever

Tues night.....

Yin hoo, Kai Li , Kah yan , Lee yien and i had our yam cha session

But this time, the Yin Hoo dai kor wanna escape from treating us so he suggested us to go to my house to play mahjong while yam my house ge cha....

V end up playing *healer and killer*, ppl shd be thking tat v r very childhish but indeed it was quite fun for us, my house became soooo happening and there were shouting and laughing voice ard:)

They stayed at my house till 1 sth a.m and even enjoyed eating maggie mee as supper before goin home...

I thk they owe me alot lo...they got Calsberg and Tea from China and my maids cooked maggie mee for them..

Anyway it was a memorable day:)

Wednesday

As usual got work whole day, then evening went yam cha wid Jess who miss me alot

It was my 2nd time at Mill Wheel Ice Cafe - 炮兵冰品专卖店

Like praying ,lol

Nice:)

Ngam ngaM know each other>>>>>

But like very 'sok" haha

Alwiz hv her own idea of taking unique pics

Ly joined after awhile

Thursday

After working, Ee Wing texted me n asked me to yc at First Station wid Sara

Kahyan n i went n v chatted for about half an hour:)

We went to MOS again after that cos it was SAM's farewell

Continuously 2 weeks of MOS..zzz but this time i c MOS clearly

Ppl who attended were : Leeyien and Kenneth, Mei Ee, Chin Yin, Shu Yi, Kah Yan, Ivan Tang, Rickson , Daniel Lim, Jia Loong, Lup Yan, Rickson, Hui Ting, Sam Yvonne and I...

I din get drunk on tat night...

I met Swee Kwan, his table was just beside our table and i stole some of his Chivas to drink :)

Friday

Cheong K session wid Yin Hoo, Kai Li, Kah yan and Ly at Red Box

Happy and Fun:)

Long time nvr heard dai kor's voice...

Everyone also has improvement in there singing skill as compared to last time v sang together...which was few years back

V then watched Kung Fu Chef together..

Ppl, trust me, dun watch or u will regret..it's so dam 'fai'

Then, Kai Li, Yin Hoo and i went Asia One at puteri to yam cha before goin home...

It was nice yam cha session wid both of them as they taught me alot of 'yan shan dou lei'

Yin Hoo even ng seh tak go home till his bro and Kai Li's mother texted them for family dinner at night...v got to know each other more after tat:)

I'm Sorry

I dunno wat can i say, i thk v hv too many misunderstandings
I really appreciate our friendship and i hope we wont argue or have any conflicts over a small matter like this...
It might be my fault to have overeacted over something but it wasn't because i want to hide something from you and purposely dun wan to tell u...
I just dun wan make things become worse..haiz

I'm sorry because i didn't thk much when i was chatted to u online and might have accidently typed sth tat hurt ur feelings..
Dun u know me? I was joking and i din know u would be so sensitive
It's MSN which v have no face expression or tones when v were chatting tat created sooo many misunderstandings


You know u are my Best Friend and v have been friends for soo many years..
The first person that i tot of talking to was u when i was down...
Pls...i appreciate u as my fren and i reli meant it when i said u r my BEST FRIEND ..ok?
Dun thk so much la...
But i hope after this, our friendship becomes better...
Again, i'm sorry
I love you as my fren

可惜不是你

今天早上我被他的msg惊醒，我没想到他会msg我
他说他不是因为寂寞而联络我
我相信他是真心的
Haiz,我们好久没有那么真心的谈话了
虽然只是那短短的几封msg，可我觉得那已足够把我们的关系划上完美的句点
至少我们都认为那段感情是值得怀念的，而不是翻脸分手

我哭了。。
好久没有为一个曾经伤害我那么深的男人哭了
可是这一次不是因为他伤害我而哭，而是因为我很感触
原来他没有忘记我们那段感情，他终于想起我了
我之前以为他把我忘得一干二净了

他说他还爱我。。
我已不知道爱他是什么感觉了，我只是很努力地回想起那段回忆
其实除了分手那段时间，剩下的都是甜蜜与开心
我觉得我们以前都很合得来，我们都很享受那每天腻在一起，把全世界当透明的感觉
或许我再也不能在另一个人的身上找回这种感觉了

那又怎样呢？
我与他都变了，一切都变了
有时候我会对朋友说我比以前过得更充实
可是如果时间可以倒流，我更希望一切都没有发生过
那么我们现在都会很开心吧？
原来许多事情都是身不由己的，不是吗？
我只能老土地说，我们有缘无份吧
是天注定她的出现，让我更了解真正的你
一个我不想了解的你

这三个月对我来说很漫长，我仿佛经历了许多
我好像与他分开了很久似的
我想我对他的一切都有点模糊了
他也不再像以前的他了吧？
这三个月我都爱听悲伤的歌
刚才我突然想起梁静茹的《可惜不是你》
很遗憾不是他陪我到最后
可是谢谢的是他牵过我的手

谢谢他让我成长了不少
也谢谢他带给我一段那么我认为很轰轰烈烈的爱情
我其实很感激他最后对我说这些话，使我认为那一年多没有白过
我们未来都不知道会怎样，或许我们不会再相遇
可是我只希望他会把我们的回忆保存在心里
那就够了。。
或许这样对大家都好

还是好朋友

我想了很久才提起勇气写这个post
情人节那天他突然msn我，我有点惊讶
原来你越想它发生的事情它总是不会发生
可是你一不想的事侯它偏偏就发生
其实我不知道想过几多遍如果我们再联络对方的时候的情景
也想过或许从此不会再联络了
没想到会是在情人节。。

那天我蛮开心的因为会跟朋友出街
可他向我诉说他不开心，看到我开心他更不开心
Haiz，其实本来我应该会很开心看到一个这样对自己的男人不好过
可是毕竟我也曾经那么得爱他
除了叹惜我也不知道我可以说些什么
我只是有点觉得为甚么是寂寞的事侯他才对我说他后悔
我很想相信他真的不是因为寂寞才联络我
Haiz, 我觉得很可悲，我就只值得他在寂寞时找我吗？
我开始怀疑我在他心目中是甚么？
算吧,这都不重要了，我们都有各自的生活

虽然或许我们都认为我们以前在一起时的感觉是最好的，最开心的
往往你最爱的不会是最适合的
我们都希望时间可以倒流，回到从前那最舒服的相处方式
可是我连他伤害我的感觉都不记得了
更何况是他，身边已有了别人，大概也把那回忆忘得一干二净了吧
可能是我潜意识要我不记得？我不知道，可能我过了一镇子又会想吧
我希望有时我还会怀念那段日子，因为真的很开心，那时还认为没有一对情侣会比我们的相处方式更好。。

我很不开心，我和他到后来竟要变成这种关系
一个我曾经那么信任的人，我们现在谈天的事候都有点假惺惺的
他说我变了，是啊，我是因为他而变了
我也比较喜欢以前的我，以前那天真且开心的我
如果我们没有分手，那我们现在都应该很开心吧。。

应该为我们的第三个一起度过的情人节庆祝

可是到后来，我们竟只在msn祝对方情人节快乐

很可悲啊!!!!!!!!!!!

haiz, 我知道他会看到这个post的
我只想对他说，
我也希望他快乐，不要再为自己的决定后悔了
但愿我们还是朋友

Exciting day

Yest after working, Ky and i joined Sy, Aeon, Jia Loong, Lup Yen, En Shyang to drink at Ice Bar (The Curve)
Ky was actually quite reluctant to go and i gotta drive my car there so i also felt quite tired and lazy to join them after a day of working
But end up Aeon called and persuaded us to go
Ice Bar was quite nice and cold like hell
Sy din tell us tat v r goin in the place tat's so cold and Ky and i were wearing DRESS..zzzz
So dam cold wei, but nice experience lol
V drank vodka and beer at Ice Bar then suddenly Aeon (the one who claimed tat he's changing and wanna quit clubbing) suggested us to go MOS straight after tat...
I was so smart to bluff my parents tat i'm staying over sy's house tat night


Then, i drove Kahyan, Lup Yan, En Shyang from the curve to MOS
They said i was driving very fast but i couldn't feel the speed, but i guess i wasn't drunk by tat time
MOS was nicer than wat i expected it would be, haha paiseh to say it was my first time thr
But i dun reli like the music thr
Again, i got drunk but this time someone is more geng than me and i gotta take care of her lol
Jia Loong forced everyone to drink pure Chivas and he wanted me to promise him tat i would get drunk tat night
On the other hand, Ivan Tang wanted me to promise him i wouldn't get drunk tat night haha, Jia Loong din c my drunk look before tat night, finally he saw many drunk faces and saw wat he wished to c
This time i only kissed Shuyi, haha the lucky gal
Overall it was a reli nice and exciting day, we reached Sy's house at four and only slept at six

The nex day i went shopping wid Shuwen:) i din FFK eventhough i felt super tired :)
Long time nvr seen each other, but v will be meeting each other everyday when Uni starts:)

This is Life

Yest, Yin Hoo, Kai Li, Kahyan and i went yam cha at Pappa Rich :)
Actually i went there twice per day, once in the afternoon wid xxx and then at night wid them
It was quite a nice yam cha session, we were chatting so excitedly and only went home when the shop was closed, we were the second last customers :) hehe
Nvr tot of having such a nice yam cha session and v talked bout alot of things about the past when v were in CHS and after graduate, zong zi is since last time till now
Hehe v were gossiping alot too
Time reli passes very fast, v have grown up so much and many things happened and changed
After the yam cha session i felt sth tat i dunno how to explain, haiz mayb after gone thru so many things only they told me sth tat i din realize last time..
However, i tell myself, atleast i felt happy and i shdn't feel regret of it...

Haiz, yest night after yam cha, someone who shdn't call me called me and v talked as usual
Dunno since when i have got used to picking up calls every night
Kahyan talked to me and actually she's waking me up
Haiz, again i din realize sth, and i shdn't be cont like this
I thk i wouldn't fall for him but many ppl warned me and i'm scared
I very fan yest night about xxx and 'the one who shdn't call me '
I made Kahyan couldn't slp haha, sorry :(
I guess i know wat i shd do now
Reli hope tat i can handle things well in future

Chap Goh Mei

I finally got my licence changed from P licence to normal licence today after a few days of illegal driving on the road haha
I like my new licence hehe, cos it is pinky and the pics is so much diff from my P licence
Yes, i look so diff!!! haha

Yest was Chinese Valentine's Day, i didn't realize it was till he told me
And i went out wid him, the xxx, tat time still din realize it was Chinese Valentine's Day
Then v went to Genting, i guess it was my first time to 'celebrate' this special day
The fireworks at Genting Highlands was quite nice
I went in Casino, hehe and won some $$$$
Luckily i'm smart enuff to bluff the guard tat i left the ic in hotel

Haiz but i felt very bad when he gave me a bouquet of flowers and a big bear before goin home
And i din gv him the response tat he expected or he wanted
Haiz, i dunno wat the Liew Pui Yee is thking, mayb she reli tat silly and stupid
His everything is fine for me, but haizzzzzz i still like those playboy type
'Ng zi sui' ge la me.........my frens must wake me up le, dun later after two years same thing happen to me again.......haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I'm goin back to Uni life after three more weeks
I dunno i shd feel happy or sad
I only know i'm gonna be stress again and pimples coming out again, haiz
Anyway, i'm satisfied with these four months holidays cos it's outing and having fun everyday during these four months, my holidays had been fully utilized:) hehe

Family :)

These are the pics from Macau trip :)

I gained atleast 2 kgs weight after the trip...haizzzzzz

Anyway, it was a nice trip:)

Mum and Dad :)

Mom and sis
Brothers
'Twins'

Cute panda :)

HAPPY FAMILY :)

I will miss the time we together

Just now, i was c ing the pics in my hp and feel like uploading some funny pics here

These pics were supposed to be uploaded few weeks ago but due to some prob now only i upload

I will miss the time v work and spending nights at my house together>>>>>>>>>>>

V were actually late for work but v managed to take this pic when v were waiting to go up to 14th floor in the lift, so v only got one blur pic :(

Angie working:)

Kahyan sei ye

Angie break wid me:)

Eventhough i look ugly in this pic, but this is the only pic v 3 took together in the office

At my house>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

They took my winter clothes out and tried it on, i know my house very cold lol



They are very shy

This is Kahyan's towel, can u imagine? She used this to wipe her whole body and her hair..lol

This is wat v alwiz do together, folding stars for someone's bf and online chatting or play fb

U c wat they did to my room

Btw, i miss Jess when i c the pictures v took together, gotta thank her for accompanying me last time:) >>>>>>>