This post is full of nonsense

I just came to realize that there are so many designs to choose for my blog page.

But I'm not the famous blogger...lazy to do all that

My recent life is all about working..working..and meeting bf..argghhh

Okay, i'm not complaining about meeting bf, but I have too little time for my friends

It's very contradicting as I want to meet my bf so badly everyday and spend all my time having breakfast lunch dinner with him but in this case I will not have time for my friends..even the closest ones. =(

It's not a good thing cos I don't think we should have only bf in life and forget about our friends

Another thing is, I'm currently working for the parents..I have no choice as they are too busy and they need me.

So, I will only start looking for job after CNY =(

People will tell me, no worries la, u have whole life to work

I think I have been slacking too much, dunno how to work for people ady

Overall, my life is... happy..

And I'm going to BANGKOK with my baby...YAY!!

But it's on next year September =.='''

What to do, Airasia cheap tix ma

Till then

I need colours

Honestly, I'm lack of colours in my wardrobe and maybe my life
Though i'm kinda happy and satisfied with my current life being an 'useless' person
I say this because my life currently is just like a housewife's life..erm maybe a more 贵妇 kind of housewife because I don't need to do housechores..lolz
My daily life is basically about picking up my brother from his school, bring him to makan and tuition then i will go and help out my parents in the office (not really help out actually, just do some basic accounts and walking around)
It's been almost a month since I came back from my wonderful Australia trip
I'm waiting for the company that i applied for job to give me response..
Frankly, I'm not very gan jeong..haha because I'm afraid of earning my own money, waking up early in the morning, and then i need to say bye to my heavenly lifestyle..
I have been asking my friend's opinion about what company I shd get into and which is better
bla bla bla
I have to admit that i'm a really princess-like person..
When I'm not even sure whether there's any kind employer out there wanna hire me, I already start worrying about the traffic jam, the working hours, the job and whether the company's well-known or not..
I think there's only one company will fulfill all my requirements and will hire me, lolx i mean my parent's company..
There's another funny thing when i ask my friend about job hunting
This friend of mine give me 5 options

1. become siu lai lai (rich housewife)
2. become normal housewife
3. Study ACCA
4. Work in the company that I have sent my resume to
5. Own business

Lolx right?
Obviously, he's telling me to choose the first one when I tell him I want high salary job and fun + easy job..
So i told him first one requires a rich husband which I'm not the fortune teller and I dunno about my future..eventhough i used to wish to be one, but i actually dun wan to be a dumb woman and get dumped by husband and lose everything..so I think i nid to have my own career
So it's either third or fourth choice ...
Hmmm

Okay, back to my 'i need colours' topic
My bf has been complaining about my fashion sense and i just came to realize that yea I do have a bad fashion sense..okay it's not too late right
However, firstly, these days i'm a jobless person and I dun wan to get allowance from my parents..
So, I'm totally broke and I do not have $$$$$$$..
I cannot touch my savings..because those are my 姑婆本lolx just kidding
I'm spending way too much than last time and everytime when I use my debit card to swipe my lovely clothes back , I din really care about the money left in my bank account until recently i decided I need a long break out of shopping..
Secondly, I'm fat
Seriously..I need to blame my bf because he brings me to go for nice food EVERYDAY
I wont be surprised if one day he wanna dump me because i'm too fat..lol
Besides that, I have had a long break since the last time i attend my yoga class and heading to the gym with my brother..
OMFG..
I have gained effing 4kgs..
nightmares will be coming soon if i dun start changing my wardrobe and most importantly to drive away my 水桶腰 & 象腿..i mean my beer belly and elephant-liked thigh

So I have to start thinking of a way to solve my problem..
Enuff crapping...
Sorry, I'm just too free while waiting for my mafan bf to come back from work..
chaos

Old friends

Lately, many of my good friends find me for catching up session
I feel that friends do not have to hang out together too often to become good friends
Sometimes a simple 'what's app', 'fb msg' or a simple catching up session in mamak make me feel warm and I know I still have you as my good friends to share stories about our recent life
I'm so lucky and grateful to have friends that never failed to find me and tell me that they miss me
I'm so sorry that I never take the initiative to find you all....
But I seriously feel so happy and warm with your simple 'hello, how have you been?'
=)

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从不喜欢一个人到爱上那个人的感觉真奇妙
真的就想这样定下来
因为安定的生活很好 ♥

I feel old

My birthday is coming in less than a month
And I will be officially 22 =(
I feel old seriously
However, I feel I'm having a good life
Feel so contented with my life now
I have good family
Good friends
I have everything that I want
Am appreciating my happy life before I'm stepping into the real world
Oh gosh, I feel so excited yet curious about my future
Hmmm...

阶段

忽然发現人在不同的阶段所要的幸福是不一样的
曾经把爱幻想得很美
也曾经为爱而委屈配合别人，迷失了自己
从前总在寻找自己很爱的人
现在才愕然发现
被爱比较幸福