MONASH!!!

Today i stayed in uni till 12.30 a.m
Omg, nvr been this hardworking before
sigh but can't reli concentrate on studies :(
I dun wanna fail =(

ZZzzz

I had a weird dream yesterday
I don't even know it was a good or a bad one
But i like some part of it
Dun think it will come true also
This post is full of crap
Study!!
Chao

Great Friday Night =)

First of all, i din go to the club this Friday but my Friday night was great with Monash people =)

• After class at 4.30 p.m, it was raining like cats and dogs, i went to Snow Flake *again* =) with Shuwen + Curley and Michelle. Co-incidentally, Leeyien and SiewLin came in when Shuwen, Michelle and i were discussing about something very interesting and we didn't get to sit on the same table *sorry* =(
• Then, after v finished our dessert, Shuwen went home and i went to Michelle's house to prepare for dinner on that night
  
• MengTerng picked us up and also picked KimSeng and Katherine from Monash. The 5 of us headed to Desa Park City for dinner (my second time there; first time was Valentine's day this year with others)
  
• I didn't expect there were so many people in the restaurant : Stefanie, KokWee, Yinyin, Kimberly,Julian, Wendy, SzeSze, Sumyee, JaeLee, Katherine,Kimseng, Saw, MengTerng, Michelle and i
  
• So, everyone was enjoying their food, talking and taking photos - it was quite a long dinner
• Then, Stefanie, KokWee and Kimberly went to TTDI for drinks and everyone was supposed to meet there but then we heard that TTDI was fulled and so Julian, Wendy, SzeSze, Sumyee Katherine,Kimseng, Saw, MengTerng, Michelle and i planned to go DECANTEL for next round
• Julian, Wendy and SzeSze heard wrongly and they went to SubangJaya and ended up only the 7 of us went to DECANTEL, Ernest came over and joined us
• We had had a great time playing Poker and Heart-attack, it was so fun and everyone got a bit 'high'
• It was around 1 a.m and my brother called to warn me to go home earlier but i continued with my games until i forgot the time
• We left DECANTEL at 2 a.m and headed to a Mamak near Sumyee's and JaeLee's house
  
• It was ard 2.30 a.m and this time i called my Mum to tell her that i was still at Damansara, and so, i got scolded and she warned me to get back home a.s.a.p
• I didn't expect to go to the Mamak but i had to because i was not the one who drives. Then, they wanna go to Sumyee's place to have a look - her house is really nice and JaeLee's one even looks like a Datuk's house
• It was 3 a.m and i was thinkg ' omg, i'm so gonna kena this time' . MengTerng, KimSeng, Katherine, Michelle and i were only on our way home from SgBuloh after we dropped Sumyee home.
  
• We dropped Michelle back to Sunway Condo, i was thinking 'okay, finally i can go home' but then, MengTerng and KimSeng didn't wanna go home and they were trying to dig something from Katherine and i.
• We parked our cars in front of Monash and had a long conversation in the car at around 3.30 a.m *omg*
• Mum miss called me 11 times and i left my hp in the car =(

• Finally i reached home at 4 a.m ++ and got scolded =(

It was a great Friday night not only because we had had games and drinks but it was a night that we got to know each other better by sharing our things together; we talked about friends, family, relationship, future. We truly had a great time together before we start studying for finals, and yea, it was our last night before exams as we promised each other

I'll sure miss the time we spend together in future =)
After so many 'sharings' and 'talkings', again, i think i'm more grown up, I'm so not used to getting along with the growing up process at this stage but everyone has to go thru this stage, right?




And i'm waiting for trips after finals hehe, hopefully our plans will work out =) What i should do now is to start studying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s : I'm losing things again and again =( this time i lost my necklace and I'm very sad for that

Sing my lungs out

I just came back from dinner with SumYee and JaeLee at Sunway
Today we had had a four hours sing k session at Neway
It was my first time singing k with the both of them
Was quite nice cos i got to sing a lot of songs that i wanted haha
Sorry if you (my friend) who is reading this and i didn't ask u to come along, because we were actually very desperate to sing, so, it's nicer to sing without sharing the mic haha
Sorry for being so selfish =( but it's not my idea for not inviting more people to come =(
After the sing K session, we had a two hours gossiping session in the restaurant, lol
You must be thinking, haiz this Puiyee, so gepo
I also dunno y i'm so talkative haha but when i'm quiet ppl will think i'm not friendly
Sigh, it's so hard to become a good person, isn't it?
I was again browsing around (being gepo again) and i saw some ppl wrote something in their blog which i feel it's quite meaningful, randomly, i feel like sharing it =) before i end my random post hehe =)

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.

Love the people who treat you right.

Forget about the ones who don't.

Believe everything happens for a reason.

If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands.

If it changes your life, let it.

Nobody said life would be easy.

They just promised it would be worth it.

Friends are like balloons. As well as who you loved or who loves you

Once you let them go, you can't get them back.

and

不要因为失去而哭，要因为曾经拥有而笑
If you are sad for 60secs, you need another 60 secs to make yourself happy

If you want to be sad, be sad for something that worth it
If you love someone, make sure the person that you love feels it!He/ she deserves to know that

AND

SORRY FOR PLAGIARISM IF SO HAPPEN THAT THE OWNERS OF THE BLOGS READ THIS

p/s: i lost my ring =( anyone saw my ring?

Siao

Today, I had a hair cut with SumYee in One Utama
It took me 2 hours to finish cutting my hair lol
It was my first time to spend so many hours just to cut and wash hair

After cutting hair in One Utama, SumYee's friends joined us for dinner in Uptown
Got to know some friends and we were discussing about Horoscope ._______."
Then, i went back home at 11 p.m from Damansara

Had a long chatting and gossiping session with Sumyee on the phone after we reached home lol

It's 5.44 a.m. now and i'm just back from Asia Cafe for a pool session with YinHoo, KaiLi and my brother..
It was so random but fun =)
At 1st, we planned to go tomorrow
Then, at 2.30 a.m , YinHoo and KaiLi were so semangated to go out
Surprisingly, my parents allowed me to go out at 2.30 a.m (when ppl were about to finish clubbing) Maybe it was because KaiLi was going with us?! haha,
Btw, i beat KaiLi and YinHoo for the game
I was the winner for the night ^^ haha
And we are going again tomorrow ( i should say later) ^^

Mid sem break

It's been awhile since i last updated my blog..

Actually i did blog, just that i CANNOT upload the posts, i should keep those words to myself
I have decided to stay in the 'peaceful side' instead of creating dramas
It's better to be like that i think
I just want to blog about a random outing yesterday to Genting and Look Out Point
It was quite an exciting outing
I love the part where the five of us sang the songs together in the car - emo songs, old songs, hit songs =)
In Genting, the mist was horrible and we were so scared that we could not reach Genting safely
Thanks to the trust-able driver -Kai Li, we reached Genting safely and had a nice chatting session in the cold weather =) Genting actually reminds me of a lot of memories, i always have different feelings every time i go there with different people =)

For more information, just check out Leeyien's blog

Look Out Point =) nice view =) so many people celebrating birthday on that day in LOP


Cover girls/boy? lol

Phew, reached Genting safely =)

Frappuccino Green Tea yummy =P

Today......

I went to Snow flake with Shuwen, Angie and Denyse
I was supposed to join Sum Yee, Ernest, Jae Lee they all but cos of Curley (Shuwen's dog), we couldn't go to the mamak
After snowflake, we went to Tokyo G for dinner =) the food there quite nice =)
Nice outing with the worm and Denyse, cos it's been quite long we didn't hang out together =)


I promised i won't upload pictures, but Shuwen and Denyse wont see my blog haha and Angie looks good here, right?

Curley is so cute =)

Ugly face


Black and White =) i suit white hehe RM 219 lol..*no money*

My Raya break just ended but my mid sem break just began hahaha..cannot be so excited because i'm supposed to study and do my assginment..AGAIN *sob*

Oh no

Omg, suddenly i feel i look better last time after i compare my old pictures and recent pictures
Sad =( Very Sad =(
But what can i do?
How i wish my 'cute' face come back where i looked good without make up =(

I just came back from a tiring camp, it was better than i expected =)
My god..i should start on my work already
Soooo tired

Time flies

I feel my life is changing very fast everyday
Today, u might b close with this bunch of friends and go for trips or parties but then after a few months or a few years they might then become your 'Hi Bye' friends..
I'm sure most of us have come across this kind of situation..
Ppl like me, tend to miss the past alot because we alwiz look at the happy side of the past
Memories are usually beautiful because it just won't come back again, past is the past =(
I will always thk: ' omg, i was so cute last time, so cute and young, so energetic and *so many admirers haha*'
Arrgghh..i'm just trying to express out how i miss my past..my childhood, my primary and secondary school time and especially my foundation ..awww..it was so great tat my life wasn't fulled with ups and downs, i dun feel like growing up, seriously..
* i was seeing my old pictures and videos - good memories =)*
For most of u, u might think wat's so special about this pic above?
I know it's a bit random to post this pic but this pic actually reminds me of many things
This pic was taken two years ago, i was sitting at Starbucks in ss15 with my dearest Leeyien if I'm not mistaken
As u can see, the new building of Inti College wasn't there
Just a simple pic, it reminds me of how i used to reach ss15 at 7.50 a.m and bought sandwich at Baker's Cottage then go into the class
That time, my life was so simple..
I'm not saying that I'm not happy with my *happening* life now, it's just that i miss the old times..

I have changed

I HAVE CHANGED to a not so good gal =(

I prefer the last time me :

1) Anti clubbing - Only once or twice a year
2) Not so gepo, din talk so much
3) Can be very soft and quiet
4) Study alot, half nerdy
5) My curfew was 12 a.m.
6) Not so many outings - spend more time at home
7) Seldom put make up
8) Think less sleep more and sleep earlier
9) Simple

Now:
1) Half clubber - Almost every week ppl ask me go club, bar or pub
2) Talk talk talk until sometimes i feel myself is annoying
3) I talk slightly louder than last time i thk, laughing very loudly sometimes
4) Slack alot, skip class, never do homework, copy assgm - average dropping every sem
5) My curfew has been extended to 2 a.m++ by myself - parents no eye c
6) Outings and outings - Yam cha, bazaar, shopping, dinner, lunch, breakfast with frens, birthday parties, clubs, bar, badminton, movie, cheong k....bla bla bla
7) One week ard 3-4 days will put make up
8) Thking mou liu thing, alwiz sleep late at night - panda eyes =(
9) Complicated

So, i'm trying to find back the last time me, changing myself to become a good girl now,
I promised

Too many things to blog about

When i browse thru ppl's blog, i found out sth very interesting haha but i aint gonna blog bout it, just interesting..
When i read back my older posts, i feel interesting too haha, abit miss my 'sat luen' period, lol, though it was sad but i had many frenz to care bout me and i miss my four months holidays too, i was having so much fun with frenz
Things just changed, sigh, sometimes i miss the innocent me but i hv already forgotten how's the feelings of being an innocent gal =(
Btw, i hv too many things to express out but i dunno how, i nid a new diary, i hv finished using my diary edi, waiting for the worm to buy for me
Lately, i feel my life is getting too 'interesting' edi, i nid rest and i nid simple life, PLZZ !!!
I'M TIRED!!! OF EVERYTHING

Complicated

Things are just so complicated now..sigh i need rest..seriously
Ppl might thk i'm insane by doing this and tat, but they couldn't help me out, only i can help myself
Sometimes i dun even know wat myself is doing
I wanna make my life simpler before my Insomnia is getting worse =(
Arrgghhh..hate it
Things just aren't the same and i miss my simple life =(

Song Title:Tuo Xie 妥协
Singer Name: Jolin Tsai (Cai Yi Lin)

你总爱编织谎言 我负责配合表演
所有改变 只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太野
你划定楚河汉界 我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协 到头来还是无解
绑着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解 不会变 不再徘徊
开始自己的明天

Life is Great =)

I'm kinda busy recently, i hv too many things to do as uni started =)
Dunno y suddenly so many ppl ask me out tmr :

1. Shuyi asked me to jog with her in Bukit Jalil
2. Kat asked me to go red box with her
3. Angie asked me to accompany her to CHS to take her bro's result + hang out after that
4. Kai li said because yest Kahyan went movie and yam cha with him so tmr is my turn ( mayb he say say oni)
5. Gonna attend Kim Seng's Birthday celebration
6. Wei Sern asked me out for drinks
7. I hv yoga class with my sis tmr..zzz

At first, my plan was to stay at home study and do homework then go jogging with Shuyi then yoga class but since i'm attending Kim Seng's birthday celebration i thk i'm gonna ffk Shuyi and then skip yoga class tmr


I have to-do lists too :

1. Revise and do homework!!! - 'Forever-cannot-make-it' group study
2. Shop for clothes!!!
3. Read story book
4. Buy diary and album
5. Alter my jeans
6. Give Anne back her bag that i hv kept for her for ages
7. Buy books and wrap
8. Make myself slp early!!! But how??? sigh

Life is great lately except for my Insomnia and 'something' that is driving me crazy!!!

Tempting Heart

Sometimes i feel abit lazy to blog about outings, especially if i go to club..ppl, i'm not a clubber okay?!!! i dun go to club very often..i alwiz say i wanna go or i will go but i alwiz ended up staying at home like today, like now, i'm blogging here =) anyway, it's a good thing whn u ppl say i'm a clubber i might thn remind myself not to go =)
Today, my schedule was quite fulled, had a small gathering with the 5s7 ppl hehe, my dearest leeyien will update her blog soon (she's very effiecient!!!), so, i will leave that part for her

I'm goin jogging, mahjong, swimming with the worm, Boey and Sheow Pin and frens tmr..i hope by doin so much exercise i could atleast burn some of my fat..sigh, i wonder why, i hv been doin alot of exercise lately - yoga, badminton, jogging, but i still gained weight and i din eat much too *sob* mayb slping too late at night will make myself gain weight..

Just fin watching the Astro Asq (the singing competition) lol i personally feel Ryan is very leng zai lo haha..the finalists are quite talented and i'm satisfied with the result..love the songs they sang just now in the competition, all are K-songs that i sang wid my ex-classmates this afternoon in Red box =) and i'm gonna sing this song nex time whn i go red box :

Tempting Heart 心动

有多久没见你 以为你在那里
原来就住在我心底 陪伴着我的呼吸
有多远的距离 以为闻不到你的气息
谁知道你背影这么长 回头就看到你
过去让它过去 来不及
从头喜欢你 白云缠绕着蓝天
如果不能够永远走在一起
也至少给我们怀念的勇气 拥抱的权利
好让你明白 我心动 的痕迹
总是想再见你 还试着打探你 消息
原来你就住在我的身体守护我的回忆

Time to slp, and i know i couldn't slp cos it's 1 a.m, my insomnia is getting better, instead of 6 a.m. i'm slping at 3a.m every night..i know it's still very late but i will try to make it earlier =)
Ohya, yesterday night Shuyi was so funny, she msged me at 5 a.m and she tot i might b still awaked and today, Kahyan and YinHoo were so nice to wake me up so that i'll be on time for the gathering =) i'll be punctual, dun worry haha

Insomnia

Arrghh.. i didn't slp well the past few days
I dunno why...
Lately, my life is just about Television, Facebook, Blog, Jogging, Yoga class, Yam cha, shopping, Red box and red box and red box with diff ppl
:( It's kinda boring and dull right?
When i browse thru ppl's blog i c trips, parties, gatherings, farewells, clubs * envy!!!*
And now uni started, it's a good thing atleast i hv more things to do but i'm gonna b a nerd this semester..seriously a nerd - wear t-shirt and shorts with sports shoes to uni haha, tie up the hair, no make-up, no heels, holding big files and thick books, school bag? Staying in the library everyday ?? lol

I have been spending more of my time with my family, i even talked to mum till 5 a.m yesterday :) hehe, i guess she was surprised by her daughter who has grown up so much and she's no more the innocent and immature gal :)
I'm suffering from insomnia lately :( my daily routine is sux!! I hv been sleeping at 5 or 6 a.m and waking up at 3 p.m almost everyday since the holidays started, and the holidays ended but i still practice that..sigh
I wanna make myself slp at 11 p.m!! wake up at 8 a.m!! can i???
So, who is willing to pick up the princess's call at 3 or 4 am when she couldn't slp? Let me know, okay?

Reality

Yesterday night i couldn't slp or i shd say i didn't wanna slp

After came back yam cha wid Wei Sern and fren at Coco Banana and online chatting for awhile

I watched this Hong Kong movie till 6.a.m oni thn i went to bed

I personally like this movie partly bcos I like Stephy and Alex Fong

This movie describes how a thing that u believed in so much might in fact it is a biggest lie

And something that u have misunderstood might not be clarified forever

It's about how a girl believed in this guy so much that in fact he's a big liar and she didn't find it out till the end of the story

While she misunderstood this guy that loved her so much and he's a good guy

And so she ended up together with a big liar at the end of the story =(

Things just aren't so simple in reality, isn't it?

We cannot jump into conclusion so fast even though it seems so real

A noble lie is better than a cruel fact? or you would rather u know everything in reality?

As for me, i still not sure about it, but i have learned to choose what to believe and what shdn't in life

Do watch the movie if u have time =)

Thank you

最近我又有很多感触

人长大了真的必须学会成熟

以前觉得很大的一件事，现在对我而言只不过是很小的一件事

许多事情都是看你自己如何去看待或接受

从前的我真的有点不够成熟，只把自己的事情和感情的事放在第一位

经过了一些事情我才醒悟，原来我太傻了，对感情太执着，太不成熟

除了爱情，我们还有学业，事业，家人和朋友

或许你们会说，你现在才懂啊？

之前的我是知道，可是我还是活在自己的世界里

问一问自己，你知道爱情不可以被摆在第一位，可是你有做到吗？

我真希望自己可以办到

Recently, i feel that i have grown up alot

As we are growing up, we have to learn to be mature

Something that was a very big deal to me some time ago has now become trifles

It just depends on your perception towards the thing that happens to you

I had been abit immature in handling love matters, i used to put love as the most important thing in my life

After i have been thru something, now, i realize i was too silly, being too persistent in love and too childhish

There's more to life than just relationship

I took few days to comprehend the meaning of this sentence

Studies, Career, Family and Friends are way more important than just love..

Sorry to my family, friends or even myself for being so late to wake up to reality

I promise to be more mature in life

I know, there are still many challenges in life waiting for me

I just hope that, i could live my life to fullest with no regret!

To someone, thanks for ur accompanion and everything in these few months

You taught me alot of things, really

Atleast, i'm more mature now

You might not even read this but still i wanna say

Thank you

Memories - PD + Malacca trip

I shd have blogged bout my PD trip, MOS night, gathering..bla bla bla..but i had no mood to do that..You know wat, it's 4.11 a.m and i suddenly hv the mood to blog..

Just now, i went to Momo Paradise with Suet Chen, Siang Lin and Wei Sern :) it was quite a nice dinner after so long nvr c them =) Din expect v had so many things to talk =)

After dinner, i went to Shuyi's place, v ( Yaw shing + fren, Lup Yan, Huo Guang, Leeyien, Shuyi and i) enjoyed playing 'Pictionary' till 3 ++ a.m =)

So i'm gonna blog about PD + Malacca trip first..

PD trip was so so, first and last trip with him? Anw, photos say better than words >>>>

Nice to see but not nice to slp on =( he din slp the whole night

Oppss abit messy haha..just wanna show the bath tub..cool right?

Our room was at the corner, *nice view* =)

The bfsss chilling while the three of us walking along the beach

Banana boat =) quite fun hehe

Daniu didn't wanna accompany Shuyi =(

Waiting for the other 3 couples at the hotel lobby..zzz

Makan makan..8 dishes *wow so full* and FAT!!!!

ppl walking along the beach and i was talking with him....lazy to walk

In the hotel car park before v headed to Malacca (y take pic here??)

FOR more details visit Leeyien's blog =)

Malacca >>>>>>>

Chicken rice balls =) but i dun thk it's nice lo

Lol, the 3 of us..first time go for trip with the bfsss

For more details visit Kenneth's blog =)

Weird feelings

不想懂得

当世界 不知不觉的变了
有时候 我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想象是 一种快乐
拥有了 同时也失去什么
而眷恋 原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟 心开始曲折
我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么 我不想舍得
不想懂得谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱多 还是复合
能握着手就是感动的

Time to pppp party!!!!!!!!!!!

muahhahahahahahaaha finals hv just finished and i'm having my three weeks holidays wohooooo

i hv lotsa lotsa things to do, not enuff time man haha

but i'll miss the time i spent in Monash Library till 11 p.m before the finals with the gang, stress but quite fun :) i shall do the same thing nex sem :)

Haha i just hv a little time to blog here before i depart to Port Dickson with another three couples :)

I went Italianese with Monash ppl right after my last paper, then went to watch Transformers with the boy friend and din sleep for 24 hours haha..tired zzz..

Then, today i pergi cheong k and shopping with my Ji Muizz...

I macam just come out from kampung cos i bought lotsa lotsa things like i never shopped for ten years..

Sigh, i spent six hundred ++ in a day (i bought present for mummy's birthday)

Not enuff time not enuff time for me to spend haha!!!

I needa pay bill needa exercise gam fei!!!!!

My brothers and sister say i'm reli flying right after the finals..

They only see me at night haha..sorry

Anw, i'm leaving my house for 4 days 3 nights to Port Dickson and Malacca and somewhere tmr :)

Port Diskson again? hmm..i also dunno y but just go lo cos the hotel quite cheap :) just hope tat it won't be boring..not expecting so much

And i'm here to post a picture of me n my dearest ji mui :) and i'm going to watch my Gossip girl and go Facebook & Msn..hehehe chao

i wish my holidays will be fun!!!!!!!!!!!

I

I dun look good even this is the nicest one among the pics v took :(

I pui fok my lee yien jj alot..she can write till so detailed bout a small outing haha..so, this is the link = Ji mui outing

I miss my frens

To all my dearest frens,

Sorry if i haven't been c ing u all and nvr contact u all for quite some time..
I have been busy studying for my final, and i still have my last paper nex Tues..
I just wanna tell u all..i din 'zong se qing you' le..haha i'm not sticking wid him..
I have married to Monash University and i hv been sticking wid my monash frens and monash library and my books everyday :(
Anw, wait for me :) four days more..(to be specific, it's nex tues, 23rd of June!!!)
Yes!!!!! four days more n i can 'fly'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahahahahahhahahahahahahahaahahahah

(I wish i could pass all :( i'm afraid i couldn't)

Love,
Princess