Laziness..zzz

I'm so gonna fail one or two sub this sem..
I hv been copying assgms, skipping classes and i'm still totally blur for wat's goin on in the class..
Mayb i hv chosen the wrong course haha..Accounting and Finance are soooooooooooooo boring..
I wonder when would i start studying..too many distractions..
1) Msn
2) Hand phone
2) Facebook
3) Yam cha
4) Outings
5) Shopping/Online shopping
6) Day dreaming
7) I'm just gonna blame my room haha..cos it's in purple now..sooo comfy that everytime i feel sleepy when i'm in my room...
8) and ya..i'm blogging here..wasting my time..sigh..

Anw, i'm still enjoying my life..erm..hope everything wont turn out to be very dramatic and i will just let it b!!!!! Dun wanna thk too much la..study is more important at this stage!!! hopefully i sang sing abit haha..

Btw, Shopaholic is nice lo!!! ...Coming Soon erm..not so bad, there's one part very scary but the story line abit mou liu...plus i was watching wid somebody very mou liu haha
k lo..gotta start doin my assgm and presentation sigh..chao

挣扎

为什么人长大了总是要面对那么多烦恼和选择?
我期待的事发生了；好像做梦一样
可是，梦并没有想象那么完美
我好挣扎，朋友们都劝我要从梦中醒过来
因为他们都不想我再次受伤害
可是我明知道会受伤害，我却不愿醒过来。。
美梦总有要醒过来的一天
那天应该离我不远
只希望醒过来的那天，我会有勇气面对残酷的现实

朋友们，对不起，又让你们操心了
你们都懂我很固执，我只能答应这一次我不会那么天真了。。
唉，为什么美梦都那么短暂？
真希望有一天我的美梦是永恒的。。


这两首歌有点适合我。。

《暧昧》

暧昧让人受尽委屈

找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情
还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

《傻瓜》

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁
暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱
撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭
傻瓜也许单纯的多
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜
我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜
我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

*Just came back from Genting trip on Tues..it was the most 'memorable' Genting trip ever..*

Happy Belated Birthday Wing =)

Her 19th Birthday last year, now 20 d, dai kor lui lo :)

Today i'm finally free to do sth...
Just wanna wish my dearest Ji Mui in Aussie- HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY..
So sorry as i din hv time to reli talk to her
I wish tat she's doing well in everything, Happy happy alwiz , lol..
And last but not least, must miss me!!!! haha I miss you Wing =)

Btw, got some outings this week and last week =) hehe

Wednesday - For ages i din step into Pasar Malam, it was my first time this year :)

with Shuyi, Leeyien + BF, Jia Loong, Rickson+ Frens and Mei Ee

Thursday - Sing k at Amp corner, with Fai, Shuwen and Kat :)

Controlling

Every night i hv been doin the same thing..
Thk and thk and control myself not to do sth.....
Haizz..i hope i will get rid of this feelings...
I just can't control my feelings.. Why?
I can't control my itchy hand to click and c the facts...
Then i thk and control again....
The next day, i will be alright but not at night..zzz
I know i shdn't cont my life like this...
I shd slp earlier, but i dun wan..
I shd start studying but i'm lazy
I shd not thk but i nvr control myself not to thk
I shd be slping now but i'm still crapping here...
Haizz..i dun wan myself to get crazy one day...
I want my life back!!!!!!

我快乐吗？

最近我又想多了
我看起来好像很开心，可是有时候好像不是真的那么开心。。
生活不再像以前那么简单开心
我有时会怀疑自己快乐吗
我知道我太贪心了，比起须多人我已经很幸福了
我不曾面对太多的人生波折
就是太被受保护了
是时候面对事实，面对不简单的人生。。
我只希望我不会像五月天的那首歌一样- 《你不是真正的快乐》
你不是真正的快乐，你的笑只是你穿的保护色。。
我快乐吗？我不知道
我只知道我真的想太多了

Enjoying Uni Life

Eventhough uni started, but i feel my life is still the same haha, still outings and outings, and now even more activities that r waiting for me..I enjoy hanging out wid Monash frens during break time and after class,makan here makan thr..I love my first week of class, cos it's about meeting old and new frens in Uni, ppl still chilling and thking of places to go after class or during hols and weekends..but i know my life will b diff in the coming weeks..assignments,presentations, tests..haizzz..pls dun come..i hate u..i appreciate my Uni life now as i know i wouldn't b so relax when i start working..

SOrry Kahyan,I reli feel like writing this here, sorry for plagiarism haha (atleast mine i changed 幸福to快乐 as i'm not that 幸福 as u do)

*活在我过去的记忆再怎么深刻，那也已经是过去了，就让它随着时间而褪色。现在的我，学会珍惜现在拥有的快乐*

Port Dickson

Last Saturday, Shu Yi,Kah Yan, Jia Loong, Lup Yan and i went to PORT DICKSON hehe
Before i cont writing, i pray to god tat my brothers and sister will not read my blog or i'm dead

This is because my parents tot tat i went to Genting but actually i went to Port Dickson..haha

It was quite a fun trip,i didn't expect tat Port Dickson could be tat fun, hehe

But at first, v tot it would b a boring trip as v were 'loitering' ard to find hotel.. zzz

Sien lo, no nice hotel

Ntg to do so take pics lo

Drive till sien d wei

I better sleep..zzzz

V went to Avillion, a very nice hotel but it is quite exp..

Avillion quite nice, shd go nex time

Then v went to Tiara Beach, too many ppl over thr n the room tat v wanted no more d

Finally v went to Selesa Beach n Regency which both r just beside ...

Selesa Beach got hot gals, the horny Lup Yan kept on requesting to stay in Selesa Beach...zzz

But, Sy still didn't know shd stay or go home cos her parents didn't let her to stay over at Pd

Jia Loong and Lup Yan had planned to go club at night if this trip didn't work out ..........
So, v all went to makan lunch at this kopitiam and discussed whether v shd stay or go somewhr else...eat eat eat, talk talk talk..and finally...

Sy alwiz eat Ice Kacang..not good for u la 'siu jie'

Deng Deng Deng.......

V finally got an apartment in Regency

Nice balcony nice view hehe

So, v changed our outfit quickly n went to the beach n enjoyed hehe

These are our slippers tat v put aside( Kahyan lost her slippers, the sea took her slippers away)

wohoo, finally settled down

Quite nice also lo the beach

I wanna play Volleyball :(

Nvm la, v still can enjoy without Volleyball

Us, before v soaked into the water

Power Puff gals???? haha... V named this as 'Jump Away'..Jump away from the past and move on to the future:)

Before v buried Lup Yan

In progress ...

Done!!! Take pic from tat side pls

Yes, like this:)

Oi, i wanna wake up le

V were enjoying:) hehe

Wohooo, so fun

Who can jump higher?

NG 1 (paiseh, cos the Princess was the photographer)

NG 2

After NG3, NG4...v gave up haha..soo sorry

They were waiting for the waves to come

Sooooo nice :)

Flying

Happy

Sy and her bear

Sy carried her bear to the sea

Playful gal

Relaxing and enjoying ..^^

Taking shower together :) hehe only for gals, guys dun come in

Before v went to makan..v were starving

Then, v went to this market to buy beer and junk food and cup noodles to makan in hotel at night :)

Everyone left oni few bucks in their pocket except for Jia Loong who had RM 65 for our dinner

V were too hungry and lazy to go withdraw money, so the 5 of us din care soo much and went makan our dinner at a Chinese Restaurant

The funniest part was when v ordered food v told the waitress tat v only have RM 65 so must order carefully..then when v ordered Chinese Tea, everyone agreed wid 'Cha Wong' (King of the tea) but Jia Loong afraid tat it would b more exp than other type of tea and asked: "is Cha Wong same price with other type of tea?"...so charm lo 5 of us, drink tea also must b so save haha..but dam funny...

When it comes to order food part, as usual, Shuyi, Jia Loong and Lup Yan had sooo many request...she requested this he wanted tat..and Lup Yan was funny, he kept on repeating tat :" I wan pork" haha

I wan cheap cheap food

All very cheap, v spent RM 5o++ haha luckily enuff money

After makan, the 5 of us chatted alot..or i shd say v were dreaming...

V were thking of having another trip to Europe, Ireland, Hong Kong, Thailand.....

I guess only Genting Trip will work out hahahaha..

Then v started to come out wid an English name for each other..

Jia Loong named Shuyi as Ivy, Kahyan as Christine and me as Jessica

So, v named Jia Loong as either Isaac or Chris

V named Lup Yan wid many diff names..James..Johnny, Peter, Robert..hahahah all the lame names...he alwiz let ppl bully lol ....

Hotel time............

V played 'Chor Dai Di', 'Osama', 'In Between' and Strip Poker hehe :)

V did all the crazy things in the room and v would keep everything tat v had done as a SECRET...

But it was fun and funny..v played till 5a.m and was actually waiting for the sunrise..but end up v slept at 5a.m and set alarm to wake up at 5.30 a.m..

As predicted, all of us din wake up for sunrise and cont our slp till 10a.m ++

The nex morning...

Everybody woke up at 10 a.m. ++ and quickly prepared ourselves as v wanted to have fun in the pool or the beach again

V were sooo excited but end up v oni walk walk along the beach as it was sunny n hot...

Then, v had cup noodles as our breakfast and balik rumah

Shuyi was very scared as her parents scolded her for staying over at Port Dickson and it was time for her to go back to get scolding from parents

Overall, the trip was quite fun and was a memorable one, let's hope tat v would have another trip like this and with more ppl joining us^^

Haiz goin back looo

Before goin home (James, Isaac, Ivy, Jessica and Christine)^^

*Today i realized sth and feel like writing sth here to wake someone up*

*有些事我不想去听也不想去理，因为我知道时间可以证明一切*

Happy Holidays :)

I hope this will not be my last time writing about my outings with frens during the week ^^

I guess somebody would say why is this person so free ..everyday outings

Haha i know i'm not a good girl, but i would try to be one starting by tmr

Sad to say tat my uni is reopening tmr :(

But tmr i have no class ^^ first week no tutorial

Haiz..MONASH is gonna drive me crazy with assignments and presentations and exams

I know it would be tougher this sem as it is my second year in uni:(

Anyway, i'm happy with my four months holidays and i thk my last week of holidays wasn't wasted, i enjoyed outings very much:)

*Btw, i just realized even my cousins are reading my blog haha, pls do not tell my mum tat her daughter had so many outings hehe*

Monday

I went out with Leeyien to hunt for a special pressie for our beloved Ji Muiz- Chicken Wing:)

V had a brilliant idea of printing out our pics during secondary school time till now

Eventhough v looked so funny and ugly in those pics but it indicates memorable time that v have been spending together..

7 years Ji Muiz:) .. haha suddenly feel like saying i love you to all my Ji Muiz..hehe

Tat day, Chin Yin and Leeyien came to my house and v were planning to visit our 'Dai ga jie' in the evening

Chin Yin fell asleep in my room while Leeyien and i were busy choosing pics to be printed out

Then, Leeyien and i went to IOI Mall to print pics, hehe first time sitting her Baby V:)

I rmb my first time outing with Leeyien was few years ago, v went to IOI Mall too
V shopped for a notebook thr and v wanted to stick those pics in the notebook to surprise EeWing

Ly,Py,Cy and bear

Pics tat i printed for myself and for Wing

Alwiz the 3 of us

Ard 10p.m, Lup Yan called me and asked me to chill with him at Republic with his fren Ben

So, end up Rickson, Leeyien and i went for free drinks:)

V planned to go for a movie together the nex day:)

I reached home at 1a.m just before my parents reached, hehe i was so lucky

Tuesday
Leeyien, Kahyan and i were supposed to eat sushi together using the voucher in Sushi King, but the night before tat Denyse msged n told us tat Jusco got sales and she asked us to go MV wid her

So, we then decided to go MV but actually not reli for the sales in Jusco la

But end up Lup Yan, Jia Loong, Shuyi, Kenneth, Rickson, Denyse, Kahyan, Leeyien and i went to MV together

V watched Punisher

Jusco was reli having sales n things thr were reli cheap but v din get to buy anything as v had no time

The fried rice in Garden food court was quite nice

Leeyien also eating tat:) while 'sah fa cheong' wid Ken

The pretty gals haha

The LENG ZAIssss

Then, Leeyien, Shuyi and i went to Ee Wing's house to send her the notebook tat ly and i made for her, i know she will love it hehe.. She's goin to Aussie and v will miss her alot...

I love her

Wednesday
It was Klang day :)

Lup Yan brought us (Ky,Sy,Ly,Py and Jia Loong) to his place to have Klang one day trip :)He brought us to this playground near his house..zzzz

Y playground? Cos there's a lake there ?! zzz

Anyway, v sot sot thr n had fun together:)

It was a 'fai' but funny day

Sot sot both of them

Ly and i were wearing skirt so v could only stay down thr c the four of them :(

Again, ly's idea to take photo wid this cutie crab

Then, Lup Yan brought us to Boston, He kept on promoting Klang food...zzz...Yes, Klang food is alwiz the best..zzz

Opps, Boston is closed for 7 days..how how how???

Nvm lo then v ate at Telekung hehe..crab crab again

V got ntg to do but watching Cartoon at Lup Yan's house and makan Klang Satay

V posed like this then posed lidat haha ( still the same)

Sy took this pic haha

The 3 of us wid the host

haha 'ban sai ye'

U all dun go home first la, i play u all some music ..keke

V went home ard 10pm and Sy drove my car back

Sy,Ly and Ky r reli my 'good frens' who had been teasing me wid Jia Loong all the way home..

Luckily he fell asleep...

Shuyi was the driver but she had sooo many things to talk on the way home..i reli scared she would bang my car but luckily everyone was safe..

Shuyi kena police blocked, there's this time the police was right in front of us and when we reached the traffic light, she didn't stop and ignored the traffic light and turned into the junction..what happened next?

The police went off after Shuyi treated them coffee..zzz

Thursday
Kahyan stayed over my place on Wed night
v woke up at 2 pm the nex day..
I accompanied Kahyan to office to attend some training..
V took train there and took some pics to keep it for memories..
V will miss the time v worked together

Heavy rain wei...felt emo abit..haiz

Ky and i

Su Yan and i

Sy and Ky

Friday
After ffk-ed Shuwen for 2 days, i went out wid her on Friday

I then tot of asking all the inti frens out to have a small gathering:)

In the morning, Shuwen, Angie, Leeyien and i went to Peppercorn

A restaurant tat v liked to hang out last time..

V alwiz went to that restaurant when v had four hours break last time

Haiz..time passes reli fast, and now v could only recall the time v spent together in Inti..

Studying in Inti was reli reli fun and there was whr i got to know all of them

I miss those time..

After Peppercorn, Mei Ee and Denyse joined us to go shopping at Bangsar:)

There were sooooo many boutiques over thr but v were only interested to go Cat Whiskers:)

The clothes thr were soooo cheap and everyone got something in the end

Worm and Shu worm

Their birthday are on the same day

Mei Ee, Denyse, Shuwen, Angie

Princess, Denyse, Shuwen, Angie

Leeyien loves this sooo much