我們沒有在一起

This song quite nice. I like it.

你一直說的那個公園已經拆了
還記得盪著鞦韆日子就飛起來
漫漫的下午陽光都在臉上撒野
你那傻氣 我真是想念

那時候小小的你還沒學會嘆氣
誰又會想到他們現在喊我女王
你哈哈笑的樣子倒是一點沒變
時間走了 誰還在等呢

這杯咖啡忘了加糖
真不是我那麼傷感
世界太複雜 你說單純很難 我當然都明白

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的夢從來不大
我們沒有在一起至少還像情侶一樣
我痛的瘋的傷的在你面前哭得最慘

我知道你也不能帶我回到那個地方
你說你現在很好而且喜歡回憶很長
我們沒有在一起至少還像家人一樣
總是遠遠關心遠遠分享

那條路走呀走呀走呀總要回家
兩隻手握著晃呀晃呀捨不得放
你不知道吧後來後來我都在想
跟你走吧 管它去哪呀

我們沒有在一起至少還像朋友一樣

你遠遠的關心其實更長

S.A.D

Why would I have to face all the problems again again and again
I'm alwiz being very indecisive.
Not only other people can't stand me, i cannot stand myself either.
Friends care about me, they know what's good for me. But I don't know.
Now, I'm hurt. And others feel hurt too.
I will feel sorry for my family and friends and myself if I continue doing it.
True love is only meant for two persons, not three.
I have to do this for myself.
I don't want to disappoint my friends and family that truly care about me.
I'm sorry.

I have never had this shit feelings before.
It's like I want it and it's there for me but I cannot have it.
It sucks till the max.
I'M VERY VERY SAD.

=(

I'm not feeling good.
I feel uncertainty and insecurity and also guilty
I feel sad for someone. Because i know the feelings very well.
I have no confidence for myself
I will quit if i could
Anyone can teach me what to do?
No one can help. I'm the only one that can decide on my future.
Sad.Confused.
Because my feelings is controlling on me.
And i shouldn't do things with my feelings only.
It's gonna hurt at the end.

刘佩婗， 不要！

当全世界都叫你不要时，你却偏偏要
当你发觉你自己也知道那后果时，你却还为自己找错下去的理由
当你决定果断地把它遗忘时，却偏偏放不下
以为我不在乎，我好像更在乎
我或许只是随便应酬，可到后来却有一丝怀念
不知道自己想什么，也不知道在做什么
虽然有自我控制，心却不小心被人操控
遗忘，真难。

乱

只能用一个字形容现在的我 - 乱
思想乱，做的东西也很乱
我不知道我要怎么样
也不知道我想什么
算了，我什么都不管了
我觉得应该怎样做就怎样做
压抑自己的情感太久了
好像委屈自己太久了
我不需要为人家想那么多的
为自己想就好了
谢谢我的朋友们
我知道你们对我很好
我真的知道
我希望我不会让你们失望