Princess Diaries

FACEBOOK

2012-01-09T09:27:00.000-08:00

Every time when i was about to update myself about things happening among my friends, relatives or even to gepo about those acquaintances with FB, I always got shocked by the new updates

People are getting married, giving birth, changing partners like changing clothes..
Now I feel I'm so loser that I'm still studying when people are building their career..

Things happening around make me to realize that..I'm actually an Adult?
But I still not ready to accept how people at my age had already become mummy..
As for me, I would want to enjoy single life more (i mean single got bf but not married)..
And also to decide carefully who shall be my partner for life.

This post is full of nonsense

2011-09-28T10:54:00.000-07:00

I just came to realize that there are so many designs to choose for my blog page.

But I'm not the famous blogger...lazy to do all that

My recent life is all about working..working..and meeting bf..argghhh

Okay, i'm not complaining about meeting bf, but I have too little time for my friends

It's very contradicting as I want to meet my bf so badly everyday and spend all my time having breakfast lunch dinner with him but in this case I will not have time for my friends..even the closest ones. =(

It's not a good thing cos I don't think we should have only bf in life and forget about our friends

Another thing is, I'm currently working for the parents..I have no choice as they are too busy and they need me.

So, I will only start looking for job after CNY =(

People will tell me, no worries la, u have whole life to work

I think I have been slacking too much, dunno how to work for people ady

Overall, my life is... happy..

And I'm going to BANGKOK with my baby...YAY!!

But it's on next year September =.='''

What to do, Airasia cheap tix ma

Till then

I need colours

2011-08-05T01:32:00.000-07:00

Honestly, I'm lack of colours in my wardrobe and maybe my life
Though i'm kinda happy and satisfied with my current life being an 'useless' person
I say this because my life currently is just like a housewife's life..erm maybe a more 贵妇 kind of housewife because I don't need to do housechores..lolz
My daily life is basically about picking up my brother from his school, bring him to makan and tuition then i will go and help out my parents in the office (not really help out actually, just do some basic accounts and walking around)
It's been almost a month since I came back from my wonderful Australia trip
I'm waiting for the company that i applied for job to give me response..
Frankly, I'm not very gan jeong..haha because I'm afraid of earning my own money, waking up early in the morning, and then i need to say bye to my heavenly lifestyle..
I have been asking my friend's opinion about what company I shd get into and which is better
bla bla bla
I have to admit that i'm a really princess-like person..
When I'm not even sure whether there's any kind employer out there wanna hire me, I already start worrying about the traffic jam, the working hours, the job and whether the company's well-known or not..
I think there's only one company will fulfill all my requirements and will hire me, lolx i mean my parent's company..
There's another funny thing when i ask my friend about job hunting
This friend of mine give me 5 options

1. become siu lai lai (rich housewife)
2. become normal housewife
3. Study ACCA
4. Work in the company that I have sent my resume to
5. Own business

Lolx right?
Obviously, he's telling me to choose the first one when I tell him I want high salary job and fun + easy job..
So i told him first one requires a rich husband which I'm not the fortune teller and I dunno about my future..eventhough i used to wish to be one, but i actually dun wan to be a dumb woman and get dumped by husband and lose everything..so I think i nid to have my own career
So it's either third or fourth choice ...
Hmmm

Okay, back to my 'i need colours' topic
My bf has been complaining about my fashion sense and i just came to realize that yea I do have a bad fashion sense..okay it's not too late right
However, firstly, these days i'm a jobless person and I dun wan to get allowance from my parents..
So, I'm totally broke and I do not have $$$$$$$..
I cannot touch my savings..because those are my 姑婆本lolx just kidding
I'm spending way too much than last time and everytime when I use my debit card to swipe my lovely clothes back , I din really care about the money left in my bank account until recently i decided I need a long break out of shopping..
Secondly, I'm fat
Seriously..I need to blame my bf because he brings me to go for nice food EVERYDAY
I wont be surprised if one day he wanna dump me because i'm too fat..lol
Besides that, I have had a long break since the last time i attend my yoga class and heading to the gym with my brother..
OMFG..
I have gained effing 4kgs..
nightmares will be coming soon if i dun start changing my wardrobe and most importantly to drive away my 水桶腰 & 象腿..i mean my beer belly and elephant-liked thigh

So I have to start thinking of a way to solve my problem..
Enuff crapping...
Sorry, I'm just too free while waiting for my mafan bf to come back from work..
chaos

Old friends

2011-05-06T08:27:00.000-07:00

Lately, many of my good friends find me for catching up session
I feel that friends do not have to hang out together too often to become good friends
Sometimes a simple 'what's app', 'fb msg' or a simple catching up session in mamak make me feel warm and I know I still have you as my good friends to share stories about our recent life
I'm so lucky and grateful to have friends that never failed to find me and tell me that they miss me
I'm so sorry that I never take the initiative to find you all....
But I seriously feel so happy and warm with your simple 'hello, how have you been?'
=)

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从不喜欢一个人到爱上那个人的感觉真奇妙
真的就想这样定下来
因为安定的生活很好 ♥

I feel old

2011-05-05T11:04:00.000-07:00

My birthday is coming in less than a month
And I will be officially 22 =(
I feel old seriously
However, I feel I'm having a good life
Feel so contented with my life now
I have good family
Good friends
I have everything that I want
Am appreciating my happy life before I'm stepping into the real world
Oh gosh, I feel so excited yet curious about my future
Hmmm...

阶段

2011-04-20T09:15:00.000-07:00

忽然发現人在不同的阶段所要的幸福是不一样的
曾经把爱幻想得很美
也曾经为爱而委屈配合别人，迷失了自己
从前总在寻找自己很爱的人
现在才愕然发现
被爱比较幸福

My girl friends

2010-12-21T10:19:00.001-08:00

Sometimes I just feel I'm so lucky to have so many girl friends

Because people always claim that girls cannot really stay too close to each other or else there will be many conflicts between them..
I'm glad that I'm still living peacefully with my babes <3
Although some of them are staying at another country, we can still chat and gossip for hours a day ^^

It's December already

2010-12-20T09:39:00.000-08:00

I'm just backed from a yum cha session with the usual gang
We were talking about some working stuff and adult stuff
Suddenly I feel like ' Hey I have to be more matured already'
I used to always say' I feel like I'm more grown up day by day'

But at this time, the end of the year again..I think I shouldn't say this
Instead I should start planning for my future and start doing something
Not just by sitting there and say 'Yeah, I feel I'm grown up' but continue doing stupid things
Such as wasting time on too much entertainment

Yea, I really do admit that I have too much entertainment
Ever since the beginning of 2009, and now the end of 2010..
I have too much parties, outings, trips, 'chilling session'.......
It's time to spend some time thinking of how to earn money?
Thinking of career?
Arrgghh

How I wish my life stays here, you know
Because I do not have to think so much
Basically my life now is about waiting for friends to call me : Princess, let's go bla bla bla
And then I will just go..
Outings outings and outings
PArties parties parties

OR I can simply 'con' my mum ' Mii, this Burberry bag is so nice, can i 'borrow' money from you?
Then I bought the bag...and return only some of the money
I'm a bad daughter =(

I was sicked a couple of days ago and my dad said ' Wow, you are at home today, I guess the only day that you will stay at home is when you fall sick huh?'
Felt ashamed and guilty actually because what he said was quite true

I should be grateful that I have life like this huh?
I even have time to day dream everyday..
This is what my friends told me ' Puiyee, I think your 'daydreaming' disease is getting worse already'
Yea they are right, I can always sit there and think NOTHING

Omg, I should really change this!!!
2011 is arriving in less than 2 weeks........
Anw, 2010 was not a bad year nor a very good year
2011????
Hmm, I don't want to think too much
At this time, what is more crucial is to change my lifestyle and attitude towards life
Wake up Princess!

In deep shit mood

2010-12-02T09:54:00.000-08:00

In bad mood because of someone!

Definitely not the one in your mind..unless you know my stories

Time passes so fast

2010-11-06T10:30:00.000-07:00

I didn't realize that time passes so fast until I wished both of my jimui- Kahyan and Shuwen Happy Birthday again =)
I'm glad that we are still so close =) Not easy to have truthful friendship and I take them as my real close friends. It's hard though to have friendship forever especially when people grow up, they change.
I have changed a lot too.
Haha today Wei Sern said :" It seems that you have different thinking and mature liao"
Was so happy about that =)
I'm glad that ppl finally don't take me as the innocent xiao mei mei already

Anw,this post is about time passes so fast. So back to the topic.
0711, it's my ji muis birthday. I will never forget this special day.
At the same time, it used to be a 'special' day for me too.
Two years ago, 0711 was a nightmare for me
One year ago, I was still living in the shadow
After two years, today, I have FINALLY walked out from the shadow....
I have come so far but there are more infront..
How is it going to be??
I'm glad that life is still good
^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my darlings <3 you both so much

Hmmm

2010-10-28T01:17:00.000-07:00

Wing : To like a person and to like a person to be enough to get together are different
Hmmmm
I think I know..
And timing is important too..
=(

Day Dreaming

2010-10-18T07:39:00.000-07:00

I dunno why sometimes I can just sit and do nothing for hours
Pure thinking or dreaming
-.-
Exams is coming
Kill me pls

-_-

2010-10-15T13:08:00.000-07:00

There's always a little pain behind every 'It's OK'
I think I'm too used to keeping things to myself
When I don't say anything, it doesn't mean that I'm not hurt or I don't feel anything
But I can only blame myself for not telling people how I feel and what I want
It has always been like that for my entire life
I'm stupid, can't help myself.

=.=

2010-10-02T09:55:00.000-07:00

有时真的很难找到一个了解你的人
或者愿意了解你的人
尤其是在你也不了解自己的时候
无奈

这样也好

2010-09-19T05:20:00.000-07:00

你也曾和我一样有过这种感觉？
害怕失去所以不敢拥有的感觉？
曾经拥有得那么多
后来却也失去那么多
所以当你害怕失去时
处在似有似无的状态会不会好一点？

贪心的想拥有更多
但却不愿意因而失去现在所拥有的一点点
一点点的感觉很好
平静的生活真好
不再怀念从前也不再对自己的未来幻想太多
这样也好
=）

Stressssssss

2010-09-13T07:31:00.000-07:00

I find that reading other ppl's blog is fun =)
Part of it because I'm gepo..okay this one I know you know everybody knows
After reading other ppl's blog i feel my blog is full of rubbish
That is why i dun promote my blog
awful =.=
I just can't start doing my assignment
2000 words and I have only about one and a half day to do it..holly shit
Still trying to fb fb fb blogging blogging and find some shit to do to escape from it..
And now it's time to start
I guess?

幸福

2010-09-12T12:01:00.000-07:00

我有一个很奇怪的想法。。
曾经我幸福到一个程度，幸福到我怀疑为什么天对我那么好
然后没多久我碰钉了
从天堂掉落到地狱
那是在一夜间发生的事。

我记得幸福的日子似长似短
它维持了一年十一个月七天
对，我还记得。
过后我用了很长的时间试着让自己幸福起来
好像再也找不回那真正的感觉

我有一个很奇怪的想法。。
我觉得天不会让我们永远地快乐
人生必须有甜酸苦辣
给了你那么多，也就要付出那么多。

一年十一个月零七天，
我曾经幸福了那么久
其实后来也好像不幸福了快要一年十一个月了吧？
下个月的第七天应该是我不幸福的结束
幸福的开始

哈哈，我知道我很白痴
没关系
因为我真的相信天不会让你永远快乐
也不会让你永远的活在悲痛中
不是吗？=)

=)

2010-08-28T14:38:00.000-07:00

Feel so happy talking with EeWing and SiangLin today =)
<3 <3

:(

2010-08-24T12:03:00.000-07:00

突然好想吃巧克力
为什么我爱吃的巧克力会使我发胖？
我只不过喜欢吃一颗普通的巧克力
却那么难

巧克力

2010-08-23T11:22:00.000-07:00

以前我很喜欢吃巧克力
它可以带给我很大的满足感
也带给我幸福的感觉
吃巧克力的时候很幸福
可是吃巧克力是要付出代价的

以前就是这样，我不知道它的威力，然后我不停地吃
不顾后果地预支幸福的感觉
后来，我变得很胖很胖
我很伤心很伤心

然后我不断地减肥瘦身，因为我不要我不开心
瘦身的过程真的很辛苦
可是我还是熬了过来
后来我以为我瘦了

可是有一天我又开始不顾一切地吃巧克力
我怀念它带给我的幸福感觉
因为我在另一种食物得到的感觉不够我从巧克力得到的感觉来的实在
朋友们都阻止我
他们担心我再度发胖

每一次我吃它的时候我真的找回那幸福的感觉
可是，这一次，多了罪恶感
我不停地犹豫着是否应该继续地吃
最后我还是被罪恶感打倒了

没有巧克力的日子我不知道我可不可以真的不碰它
只好反复地回忆起那时候减肥时的辛苦
同时每天不小心又不停地想着那个‘幸福’感觉
蛮不好受的

我戒掉了巧克力
可是那‘幸福’的感觉会在我心里
有时可以望梅止渴
或许我可以吃另一种食物
可是巧克力带给我的感觉真的不一样
使我又爱又恨

巧克力是我暂时最爱吃的食物
可是人长大了不能那么不顾一切地吃零食
是时候吃主食了

还是。。。

有没有不会使你发胖的巧克力？
LOL. 我要！！！

是吗？

2010-08-22T13:41:00.000-07:00

有朋友说，任何美好的事物都有期限的。

我说：‘是吗？可我觉得事在人为’
他说：‘你能永远地活着吗？’
我说：‘你不需要永远地活着，那美好的事才算是永恒的吧？只需要在你心中那是永远的不就可以了
吗？'

或许美好的事物事实上是有期限的，可是它可以在心中是永恒的。

LAzy to Update

2010-07-17T11:49:00.000-07:00

I'm damn lazy to update my blog already
Don't like to expose everything to the world
Maybe i'll update again when i feel that i want to
But it will be after decades.
^^

我們沒有在一起

2010-05-22T06:54:00.000-07:00

This song quite nice. I like it.

你一直說的那個公園已經拆了
還記得盪著鞦韆日子就飛起來
漫漫的下午陽光都在臉上撒野
你那傻氣我真是想念

那時候小小的你還沒學會嘆氣
誰又會想到他們現在喊我女王
你哈哈笑的樣子倒是一點沒變
時間走了誰還在等呢

這杯咖啡忘了加糖
真不是我那麼傷感
世界太複雜你說單純很難我當然都明白

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的夢從來不大
我們沒有在一起至少還像情侶一樣
我痛的瘋的傷的在你面前哭得最慘

我知道你也不能帶我回到那個地方
你說你現在很好而且喜歡回憶很長
我們沒有在一起至少還像家人一樣
總是遠遠關心遠遠分享

那條路走呀走呀走呀總要回家
兩隻手握著晃呀晃呀捨不得放
你不知道吧後來後來我都在想
跟你走吧管它去哪呀

我們沒有在一起至少還像朋友一樣

你遠遠的關心其實更長

S.A.D

2010-05-10T10:13:00.000-07:00

Why would I have to face all the problems again again and again
I'm alwiz being very indecisive.
Not only other people can't stand me, i cannot stand myself either.
Friends care about me, they know what's good for me. But I don't know.
Now, I'm hurt. And others feel hurt too.
I will feel sorry for my family and friends and myself if I continue doing it.
True love is only meant for two persons, not three.
I have to do this for myself.
I don't want to disappoint my friends and family that truly care about me.
I'm sorry.

I have never had this shit feelings before.
It's like I want it and it's there for me but I cannot have it.
It sucks till the max.
I'M VERY VERY SAD.

=(

2010-05-09T05:55:00.000-07:00

I'm not feeling good.
I feel uncertainty and insecurity and also guilty
I feel sad for someone. Because i know the feelings very well.
I have no confidence for myself
I will quit if i could
Anyone can teach me what to do?
No one can help. I'm the only one that can decide on my future.
Sad.Confused.
Because my feelings is controlling on me.
And i shouldn't do things with my feelings only.
It's gonna hurt at the end.

刘佩婗，不要！

2010-05-02T10:46:00.000-07:00

当全世界都叫你不要时，你却偏偏要
当你发觉你自己也知道那后果时，你却还为自己找错下去的理由
当你决定果断地把它遗忘时，却偏偏放不下
以为我不在乎，我好像更在乎
我或许只是随便应酬，可到后来却有一丝怀念
不知道自己想什么，也不知道在做什么
虽然有自我控制，心却不小心被人操控
遗忘，真难。

乱

2010-05-02T02:05:00.000-07:00

只能用一个字形容现在的我 - 乱
思想乱，做的东西也很乱
我不知道我要怎么样
也不知道我想什么
算了，我什么都不管了
我觉得应该怎样做就怎样做
压抑自己的情感太久了
好像委屈自己太久了
我不需要为人家想那么多的
为自己想就好了
谢谢我的朋友们
我知道你们对我很好
我真的知道
我希望我不会让你们失望

天真

2010-03-17T11:09:00.000-07:00

我变了吗？
我想这几个月我真的变了许多
以前我觉得好大的一件事情，如今对我而言只不过是一些芝麻绿豆的小事
人大了好像真的不一样了
少了以前那傻得很开心的天真

那天和Winzz喝茶，他说，世界上并没有好人
每个人都是坏的，都是自私的
我想他讲的有点对
长大了，看透了好多事情。
学会了好多人情世故
有时候，不是说你要这样做就这样做，要说就说
许多事情都得三思而后行

如果你问我
：‘你比较喜欢多姿多彩的生活还是那傻得很天真的生活’
我的答案肯定是后者
前者虽然让你学会享受生活，让你见识到许多东西
可它永远也比不上后者
好久都没有笨笨的，什么都不用想过着那无忧无虑的生活了

我并不是说现在很不开心
只不过，我怀念以前的心境
以前朋友之间没有尔虞我诈，大家思想简单直率
和任何一个朋友都相处得好舒服

可能这就叫作人生必经过程吧
人生有好多转折点
我想我正踏入‘成熟’阶段
虽然很不舍得告别幼稚的我
却也不太记得以前那傻傻笨笨的我是怎么样的了

过去让它过去
我只盼望明天会更好

=)

2010-03-06T00:18:00.000-08:00

These days i have been hanging out with Monash friends a lot
Not to forget my Seiye Kahyan, The stupid worm and also Sheareen, Joanne and Shuwen.
My dearie Wing had left for Sydney =(
I feel it's good to separate us like that
So that we would realize how good friends we both are and that our friendship will never changed even though we're few thousand miles away from each other
( We still texting each other anw =p )

I'm quite happy with my life recently =) It's so peaceful with my new friends
Just that someone made me sad again =(...
Why ar?
I know I'm nothing for you but please stop doing that to me
I'm not a player!
Don't even know why i care so much bout you. Sigh
I'm thinking too much. Arrghh

Okay i know you ppl out there don't get what I'm trying to say
Just ignore me.

I should end the post with this random picture

I Love this picture

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And for the one who loves to back stab me a lot
You go ahead and do it
I'm not gonna give you a damn
I'm very disappointed for you and you're not my friend anymore.
Don't ask me who i'm talking about
Because you know it yourself who you are.

This is cool

2010-01-15T23:00:00.000-08:00

It's gonna be mengada, but but but

See this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

I didn't use any software to do this, no photoshop or whatsoever software
This is Siang Lin and I
I didn't know until Leeyien told me she saw my face in this magazine >>>>>>

Wookay, i know you might think, what's so big deal?
And i know it was because of Siang Lin's 'Japanese look' therefore they put the picture in magazine...
Haha forgive me for being so kampung
And STUPID

I spent Rm 7.50 for this car magazine just because of the small little photo. Lol

*Bro was surprised why the sister treat him soo good suddenly bought him this Car magazine* keke

Btw, I earned rm260 yesterday. Wakakaka
But i worked hard for that okay! =)
Tiring promoter job.

And this is the heart shape tang yuen i made after 'tang yuen festival' =)

Okok, enuff of 'mengada-ing'
Have a nice day =)

Christmas Eve & NYE

2010-01-05T20:02:00.000-08:00

Lazy to talk too much..

Pictures will tell everything =)

NEW YEAR EVE....

Korean BBQ

Korean restaurant (the girls)

Our age *oh no v're old*

Kim Seng and the birthday girl (Catherine)

Solaris

Sooo many ppl

Drinking (I was drinking water)

Birthday girl

Camwhoring in the toilet

Fireworks =)
Laughter

Pretty girls =)

CHRISTMAS EVE....

Ah Yat Bao Yu Restaurant

M&P

S&P

Yvonne and MPSJ

Ar Yat Bao Yu

Opera

M went missing

Sc & I

Lao Hu, Sc & I

Siang Lin & I

All drunk

Btw, i saw this at my dearie Wing wing blog and I feel it's really meaningful and it talks about me i think. She's a good writer, how i wish i can be like her.

“Ever felt like you're running a never-ending marathon?
And yet you keep running along only because you don't know the way back -back to who you used to be?”

Can you feel what i feel ?

Last Post of The Year

2009-12-30T07:31:00.000-08:00

Hey my friends, I'm gonna do something that most of the blogger would do

It's the end of the year already =(
How fast right?
2009 is like a roller-coaster year for me
It's not that i have many ups and downs this year but time passed too fast until it feels like a ride on roller-coaster.
Like a blink of an eye
Although nothing special really happened this year but i should be glad that nothing bad happened to me =)
I think you are bored of what i have been crapping again...
So let the pictures do the talking

Family trip

PD trip

Birthdays

Parties

Jie Mei Men

The 5 of us

Monash Gang

I should stop this

Outings outings and outings

Last year NYE..
Hopefully it will be nice this year =)
But I'm celebrating with different people this year =(
My new year wish is very simple : Just wanna be Happy Always =)
Everything bad happened in 2009 stays in 2009
2010 is a new beginning and a better year
Happy New Year all

♥

一秒也好

2009-12-22T08:32:00.000-08:00

I like this song so so so much =)
I can listen to the song over and over again
And she's pretty =)

一秒也好

我关上了门最后一次听你说我们
熟悉变陌生把我往记忆里扔
我应该习惯你离去的眼神
才能让失去你变得更完整

窗外的街灯还在努力掩饰着早晨
我的叹息成全了整夜的苦闷
我该努力习惯这样的气氛
才发现失去了爱不用再等

我知道我的一切你已不想要
继续在乎只会让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来离去是那么难预料

早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只好让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好

清晨的街灯翻开了城市中的心门
我的等待成全了整夜的苦闷
我努力在你的回忆里狂奔
才了解失去了爱不用再等

我知道我的一切你已不想要
继续在乎只会让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来离去是那么难预料

早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只好让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好

多想再一次紧紧的拥抱
就算给我一秒也好
一秒可以给多少
我都想要

我知道我的一切你已不想要
继续在乎只会让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来爱你是那么难预料

早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只好让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好

让回忆继续反覆炫耀

原来失去对彼此都不好

Gemini

2009-12-05T21:54:00.000-08:00

This is so true about me

Just ignore it if you think it's too long to read
Or you might think it's some rubbish
But if you wanna know about me, this is me >>

注意紫色和红色的字
红色= 形容得我很贴切
紫色= 大部分时间的我是这样的

双子座(Gemini)

有很多的朋友，可是'看起来朋友很多，可是知心的没有几个' 这句话很深刻的形容了双子。
双子很能说话，他跟别人可以天南地北的聊，可以聊得很八卦，也会聊一些很严肃的话题。
双子可以跟你聊很多东西，可是注意了，他都只是跟你聊一些不关自己的事。
随便他跟你说些什么，可是跟自己有关的都只是些皮毛而已。
比如，今天又有某个明星怎样怎样了；隔壁班有多少美女帅哥的。关于自己的事，他几乎是不说的，就算是说，也是说一些关于自己无关痛痒的事。
当你想更进一步的了解双子，他会很自然的把话题给扯开。
对于自信的双子来说，他又同时很没有安全感，这是双子特有的矛盾。
他喜欢把自己重重包围住，不让自己暴露。
对于双子来说，如果在一个还不了解的人面前把自己暴露了，就等于让别人抓住了自己的把柄。
当双子感到独孤悲伤时，只会一个人躲在房间里哭，或者一个人郁闷着。
双子也很怕被伤害，很多时候宁愿自己承受一切，也不愿别人抓住自己的把柄。
所以久而久之也就养成了习惯。双子基本上也是个很痛苦的人。
表面上总是很有活力，很快乐的样子，可是没人的时候他又总是很忧伤。
双子总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩，但他不会让别人发现的。
他怕被伤害，也怕被别人抛弃，只能自己硬挺着一切。
所以双子很神经质，精神脆弱，容易人格分裂，因为承受了太多的东西。
双子对很多的东西都在乎得要命，可是表面上就是看起来什么都不在乎。
双子并不是故意要掩饰自己，上面说了，这只是一种习惯了，可是在外人看来他就成了虚伪的人。双子这一生，似乎必须被感情牵伴，跟爱情纠缠一世。
很多人说双子并不花心，只是博爱，所以才会有那么好的人缘。
双子最大的悲哀在于有两个人的思想，却只有一个人的身体，
双子有爱自己所爱的人的权利，也有保护彼此所爱的人的义务，
双子只剩下一个时，爱也就只剩下义务了。
花心的极端就是痴心的可怕。
其实双子是最平和的星座，如果可以不发生冲突，都会尽量避免。
双子也很少跟别人吵架，他讨厌吵架，
如果是因为一些生活琐碎小事吵架，那么双子就在吵完的那一刻就把这件事给忘了；
要双子真的跟你翻脸，除非是你的所作所为或所说的话实在让双子不能忍受，这时他会很鄙视得看你一眼，然后头也不回地走掉，甚至会不给你留面子地离开。
这时你一辈子也别想再和他和好了，就算有的双子碍于面子和你再成为朋友，但是他们已经对你鄙视到了极点，只不过维持着这一层不得不维持的'朋友'关系
其实，很大一部分双子，对待感情是非常专一的，
之所以给人留下花心的美名，是因为很少有人能够让略带童心的双子动真感情，
不是双子铁石心肠，而是双子个性里面天生有一些忧郁，一些潜在的不自信，只是双子隐藏的深入，
可是一旦让双子动了真感情，那么恭喜你了，双子的天真，率直，外加表达能力丰富，一定能让你获得很多快乐。
每个双子都有一个故事隐藏在心里，多数是不堪回首的往事，
双子是个念旧或者说是喜欢沉浸在回忆中的星座，
他（她）的这个故事通常都是因情所困，动了感情而被伤害了的双子是脆弱的，也是坚强的，
他（她）可以很快的振作起来，可以当什么事都没有发生，这些都是双子演给世人看的罢了，
等到夜深人静的时候，双子内心的伤痛随着血液渗透到全身，
他（她）可以一整夜的去回忆之前的点点滴滴，可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之中，
可以一整夜坐在那里发呆，
但是，一旦天亮了，要出去见人了，双子马上就从痛苦中抽身而走，你看到的肯定是一个神采奕奕的双子，
这就是双子。
拥有双重性格的双子，一个在世人面前乐天，快乐，在孤独夜晚独自伤悲的双子。
双子的爱是最永恒的，可以付出一切，有人说我们花心，那时我们没有真正的爱，
当双子爱上一个人的时候是痛苦的，因为我们太敏感。
假如双子爱上了一个不爱自己的人，那莫我相信他永远都不会再爱了，
当爱给过了一个人，他再也没有能力再付出了，
其实太多的人都不懂我们，其实连我们自己都不懂自己，
我们很会伪装，很会说谎，但我们最细腻，对感情最敏感，
双子的爱与悲伤，谁又真的了解？

MPSJ

2009-12-01T12:08:00.000-08:00

M = Michelle Tan
P = Pui Yee (me)
S = Sum Yee
J = Jae Lee

Lol, I'm too free already and i tot of this short-forms for my darlings
I just noticed that my blog is all about outings which basically is fulled of rubbish
I better write something meaningful here
My M.S.J are reading it *oh no*
I should name ourselves as Gossip Queens
Wherever the four of us go, there's always noises
We never stayed in a restaurant for less than 2 hours before
We have endless topics although we just got to know each other (probably less than one year)
I guess this is what we called the 'click' between friends =)

To MSJ : I never spread our secrets here, believe me larr =)

Why suddenly i feel myself so tired? I'm tired of sleepless nights and alcohols
My life seems happening but I'm not really that happy for it i guess =(

Girls talk =)

2009-11-30T01:52:00.000-08:00

Hey, i just edited my blog, scroll down and see pictures =)
Am still waiting for Jj's birthday celebration pictures

Today i went to Wing's house to have catching up session with her
We spent whole afternoon just to talk talk talk
It's been more than half a year i didn't get to talk to her so closely
It feels so good to talk to my dear
And you, my Wingie (lol just created a name for you) you know every time when i feel like sharing my secrets with someone, you are alwiz the one i think of =) since form one
More than seven years friendship will never be affected by distance, right?
Our friendship will never changed

And the other day, i went to have talk with Kahyan too =)
And i'm looking forward for 'girls talk' with Rachel- my emo partner who i think she's not emo ing anymore lol

Jj's birthday

2009-11-27T07:13:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was Chinyin Jj's birthday =)

She invited MengYan, HuiTing, SiewLin + admirer, WaiHong, AlexLee, Chloe, LeeYien, ShuYi and I to have dinner at Magnificent Fish & Chips nearby Jalan Alor
The environment was not bad (got many 'ang mor')

It's been so long i didn't meet up with Meng Yan, she's just backed from Aussie
She reminds me of a story haha :~~
Few years ago, I bluffed Meng Yan that my dad is the owner of Naza World and she really believed me
One day, i received her call and she said that she's at NazaWorld and her dad wanted to buy a car
She was actually asking me if i can ask my dad to give her some discount or something like that
I remember that time i was taking a nap when she called
I stunned there and i felt so guilty
I didn't know that she actually believed my joke which no one would believe
So then i apologized but i felt so shameful =(
-end of story-

After dinner, everyone went to Phuture for next round
It took us so long to get in because all of us are underage
Phuture was so so but it was my first time there...
After awhile in Phuture, I joined Michelle and Ernie and his friends at Zouk
Zouk was so packed
Although i just got to know Ernie's friends but we had a great time together =)
I felt so tired that night
I was lucky that my parents didn't scold me for coming back late =)
When i reached home at 3 a.m, Mum and brothers and sister were chit-chatting (siao family)
They were talking about their love life
Nowadays the children tsk tsk tsk
So young already Pak Toh and fighting for bfs or gfs?
I think i'm old and outdated already =(

Hong Kong Movie

2009-11-24T08:20:00.000-08:00

Hello..

Haha just wanna introduce a Hong Kong movie to you again
I'm a little too free =)
You can watch it with PPS =)
But i dun like the ending =(

I should stay at home

2009-11-23T09:34:00.000-08:00

Saturday :
Bbq party at Marc's house, his house quite big.
At first i thought there'll be a lot of people that i dunno there, luckily they only invite a small group of friends and i know almost all of them.
It was Marshella's farewell, she's going to China to learn Chinese :S
I was like : ' learn from me la!! lol!!'.
We had Kimberly's bbq chicken and Marshella's Indon-style Bananas =)
And as usual there are DSLR and Poker set.
Every where i go also got DSLR -so heng lor? I wonder if i could have one?
But i feel very lazy to carry it everywhere lorr, i would rather you buy me something else

Sunday:
It was family day =) haha i 'con' a lot of stuff from mum - heels, eyeliner, eye brow pencil
I know i'm bad but i was HAPPY ^^

Monday:
I woke up at 4.30 p.m lol
My plan was supposed to be going for gym and swimming with Sumyee, JaeLee and Michelle but then our plan canceled cos Michelle is sicked
Since morning i received so many msges *blur blur * and i replied it in my dreams..
Shuyi even asked me out for jogging, i was a bit lazy
At night, i went Pasar Malam at SS2 with the gang - Sumyee, JaeLee, Ernie, MengTerng, Catherine, ShinYi, KimSeng, John
We ate soooo many food *FAT!!*
Then went yamcha at Yippie Cup and we had some games ^^
They wanted to go for next round for food *omg*
Luckily i said i needa go home
I needa start on my diet plan again!! =(

Some pictures i took at Yippie Cup:~~

Tmr i'm going out again....

After exams parties ^^

2009-11-20T01:29:00.000-08:00

Before exams ended, i was thinking my holidays must be very boring this time

But just 2 days after exams, i already feel so tired of going out
But it still feels good to have so many parties so i have no time to think of 'impossibilities' and 5354 (just forget it if u dun understand)
The day right after my last paper, i went lunch with Ernie and Shuwen at Canton-i
Then i went shopping with Shuwen and Jocelyn

The next day, i went shopping with Michelle, Jae Lee and SumYee at Pavillion
Hehe, i bought Chanel liquid foundation and the others din buy anything
But we felt contented as we got to Window shopping
My friends are so rich, they are long term customers from those branded shops
Their normal shopping spots -Gucci, Burberry Coach, Juicy Couture, Aldo, NineWest, LV...
Those shops usually i dun go in cos i wont buy haha
At first we wanted to go Yaki yaki for dinner but there's some problem happened and the restaurant didn't manage to serve beef, salmon and eggs -50 ++ per person *wth*
Therefore, we had dinner at this porridge steamboat place near Times Square
Everyone was starving and no time to think of where to eat, so just simply go in to the restaurant
But we enjoyed our dinner over there
The 4 of us, as usual- non-stop talking
We stayed in the restaurant for almost 2 hours
Then we went to SS2-ktz for dessert :)
I was planning my next day's schedule which was pretty fulled:
I wanted to dye my hair, do pedicure manicure, Watch 2012, buy present, attend SiangLin's birthday celebration and club at Zouk
And my friends think that my plan sure screw up in the end

Only took one picture that day with Sumyee:~~

Yesterday was a long day for me, i was rushing here and there
As predicted, i din manage to dye my hair and do pedicure & manicure
Only managed to watch 2012 with the Gang ( Sy, Ernie, Saw, Mt, Michelle)
Oh, it's nice but maybe i expected too much after i got so many good reviews from friends and it wasn't as nice as i wished it would be

After movie, i rushed to Sumyee's house to get a pressie for SiangLin
Then, i rushed home to get ready and then i attended the celebration at Station One
We played this *healer and killer* game that we played during Wei Sern's birthday 2 years ago
It was quite fun but i had to leave early as i promised my friends to go Zouk after that

Zouk was awesome ^^
It was my third time there but the last two time i din club there (events only)
Got to meet a lot of new friends especially Monash people
As usual, i was a bit 'drunk'
But we really enjoyed the night =)

The hot girlss =) [ Cyrus and Winzz are very interested to go clubbing with me after seeing pictures in my fb] =.=

Today, i so feel like staying at home to read book :)
You must be thinking ' Puiyee, dun act pls'
But i'm starting to like reading
Especially if it's raining outside
I only need a book and a quiet room
So relaxing

And lastly, i wanna ask, who's interested to dye her hair with me?
This place dye + cut only rm99 (branded hair colour)
Let me know okay cos i wanna dye my hair

And also, Kahyan, Denyse, Shuyi, LeeYien, Worm, Jessica
My Jimuis who had been tempting me to go out during exams
You can find me already =)

I wonder why, always when you care for me, i dun feel like being nice to you
But when we dun talk, i'll think of you..sigh

SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-13T03:57:00.000-08:00

ARGGHHHH!!!!!!!! It's so unfair !!!!!!!! :(
Everyone is enjoying their holiday now
Most of my friends are going to Zouk later and i still have my last paper next Tuesday :( :(
I feel like screaming larrrrrrrr!!!!
But what am i goin to do after exams???
Haha, i also dunno ..

So many ppl's birthday

2009-11-06T12:14:00.000-08:00

Just came back from Bangsar =) Shuwen+ bf (Sam), Benny, Kat, Ivan, John and i were having a small birthday celebration in D Heaven (2nd time there, 1st time was Ew's birthday 2 yrs ago) for Shuwen's 19th =)

It was a simple celebration but i think it was a nice one =)
Only managed to take some pictures
Dunno y time past so fast, as if v didn't do anything in D Heaven and it was 2.30 a.m o'clock already

Maybe this means that we had had a great time together until we forgot the time =)

Cool ? from Alexis =) Very nice cakes (represent Ivan, Benny, Kat and i)

Girls

The couple
Benny

Ivan

John

So many ppl celebrating their birthday recently :

11th Oct- Winzz
24th Oct - Alex Lee
26th Oct - Kenneth Wong
1st Nov - Yinhoo
7th Nov- Shuwen and Kahyan
20th Nov - Siang Lin
26th Nov - Chinyin
6th Dec - Angie (which is not important =P )

I'm having my final now but i have attended two birthday celebrations during my exam period..
Nvm, at least i can make myself not so stress up..
Friends are saying that i'm very inactive recently, even i feel so
I have been staying at home or in the library for the past few weeks -kinda anti-social huh?
Anw, i shall study and stop crapping ad

Once again, Happy Birthday to both of my Ji Mui =) Shuwen and Kahyan
It seems that they're happy with their 'hang fok' life now =)
I feel happy for them too...
I think both are my 'soul mate' =)
We always share our things together, i just hope that we'll be close friends forever =)

Love them so much =) =)

Holidays?

2009-11-04T01:49:00.001-08:00

2 down, 2 more to go

There will be 9 days intensive-study-day for me before i sit for my third paper (haven't even touched the book)
Probably people are finishing their papers next week
But i will have to stay in the library till 11.00 p.m or even 12 a.m. when people are enjoying holidays
Just like last semester, studying in the library and stay up till mid-night is better than studying at home =) Not so lonely

Holidays is coming...
I'm taking summer course end of the year
Then, i will be having 2 months break
Holidays again?
It's like i just had my 4-month break not long ago and i'm having holidays again
I'm not very excited actually, probably because holidays and no holiday are same for me..
One thing that I'm looking forward is to meet my dearie EeWing and Rachel and have catching up session with them
Cos they are coming back from Aussie very soon =)

We were so young

Long time ago =(

Sometimes, i feel true friends do not have to hang out everyday to be called as true friends
They don't have to be very near to you either
True friends are those who will share happiness and sadness with you
They will care about you, care about your feelings
Sharing things together even we r separated by thousand miles

MONASH!!!

2009-10-26T10:36:00.000-07:00

Today i stayed in uni till 12.30 a.m
Omg, nvr been this hardworking before
sigh but can't reli concentrate on studies :(
I dun wanna fail =(

ZZzzz

2009-10-25T06:52:00.001-07:00

I had a weird dream yesterday
I don't even know it was a good or a bad one
But i like some part of it
Dun think it will come true also
This post is full of crap
Study!!
Chao

Great Friday Night =)

2009-10-10T00:55:00.000-07:00

First of all, i din go to the club this Friday but my Friday night was great with Monash people =)

After class at 4.30 p.m, it was raining like cats and dogs, i went to Snow Flake *again* =) with Shuwen + Curley and Michelle. Co-incidentally, Leeyien and SiewLin came in when Shuwen, Michelle and i were discussing about something very interesting and we didn't get to sit on the same table *sorry* =(
Then, after v finished our dessert, Shuwen went home and i went to Michelle's house to prepare for dinner on that night
MengTerng picked us up and also picked KimSeng and Katherine from Monash. The 5 of us headed to Desa Park City for dinner (my second time there; first time was Valentine's day this year with others)
I didn't expect there were so many people in the restaurant : Stefanie, KokWee, Yinyin, Kimberly,Julian, Wendy, SzeSze, Sumyee, JaeLee, Katherine,Kimseng, Saw, MengTerng, Michelle and i
So, everyone was enjoying their food, talking and taking photos - it was quite a long dinner
Then, Stefanie, KokWee and Kimberly went to TTDI for drinks and everyone was supposed to meet there but then we heard that TTDI was fulled and so Julian, Wendy, SzeSze, Sumyee Katherine,Kimseng, Saw, MengTerng, Michelle and i planned to go DECANTEL for next round
Julian, Wendy and SzeSze heard wrongly and they went to SubangJaya and ended up only the 7 of us went to DECANTEL, Ernest came over and joined us
We had had a great time playing Poker and Heart-attack, it was so fun and everyone got a bit 'high'
It was around 1 a.m and my brother called to warn me to go home earlier but i continued with my games until i forgot the time
We left DECANTEL at 2 a.m and headed to a Mamak near Sumyee's and JaeLee's house
It was ard 2.30 a.m and this time i called my Mum to tell her that i was still at Damansara, and so, i got scolded and she warned me to get back home a.s.a.p
I didn't expect to go to the Mamak but i had to because i was not the one who drives. Then, they wanna go to Sumyee's place to have a look - her house is really nice and JaeLee's one even looks like a Datuk's house
It was 3 a.m and i was thinkg ' omg, i'm so gonna kena this time' . MengTerng, KimSeng, Katherine, Michelle and i were only on our way home from SgBuloh after we dropped Sumyee home.
We dropped Michelle back to Sunway Condo, i was thinking 'okay, finally i can go home' but then, MengTerng and KimSeng didn't wanna go home and they were trying to dig something from Katherine and i.
We parked our cars in front of Monash and had a long conversation in the car at around 3.30 a.m *omg*
Mum miss called me 11 times and i left my hp in the car =(

Finally i reached home at 4 a.m ++ and got scolded =(

It was a great Friday night not only because we had had games and drinks but it was a night that we got to know each other better by sharing our things together; we talked about friends, family, relationship, future. We truly had a great time together before we start studying for finals, and yea, it was our last night before exams as we promised each other

I'll sure miss the time we spend together in future =)
After so many 'sharings' and 'talkings', again, i think i'm more grown up, I'm so not used to getting along with the growing up process at this stage but everyone has to go thru this stage, right?

And i'm waiting for trips after finals hehe, hopefully our plans will work out =) What i should do now is to start studying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s : I'm losing things again and again =( this time i lost my necklace and I'm very sad for that

Sing my lungs out

2009-09-28T06:42:00.000-07:00

I just came back from dinner with SumYee and JaeLee at Sunway
Today we had had a four hours sing k session at Neway
It was my first time singing k with the both of them
Was quite nice cos i got to sing a lot of songs that i wanted haha
Sorry if you (my friend) who is reading this and i didn't ask u to come along, because we were actually very desperate to sing, so, it's nicer to sing without sharing the mic haha
Sorry for being so selfish =( but it's not my idea for not inviting more people to come =(
After the sing K session, we had a two hours gossiping session in the restaurant, lol
You must be thinking, haiz this Puiyee, so gepo
I also dunno y i'm so talkative haha but when i'm quiet ppl will think i'm not friendly
Sigh, it's so hard to become a good person, isn't it?
I was again browsing around (being gepo again) and i saw some ppl wrote something in their blog which i feel it's quite meaningful, randomly, i feel like sharing it =) before i end my random post hehe =)

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.

Love the people who treat you right.

Forget about the ones who don't.

Believe everything happens for a reason.

If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands.

If it changes your life, let it.

Nobody said life would be easy.

They just promised it would be worth it.

Friends are like balloons. As well as who you loved or who loves you

Once you let them go, you can't get them back.

and

不要因为失去而哭，要因为曾经拥有而笑
If you are sad for 60secs, you need another 60 secs to make yourself happy

If you want to be sad, be sad for something that worth it
If you love someone, make sure the person that you love feels it!He/ she deserves to know that

AND

SORRY FOR PLAGIARISM IF SO HAPPEN THAT THE OWNERS OF THE BLOGS READ THIS

p/s: i lost my ring =( anyone saw my ring?

Siao

2009-09-26T14:44:00.000-07:00

Today, I had a hair cut with SumYee in One Utama
It took me 2 hours to finish cutting my hair lol
It was my first time to spend so many hours just to cut and wash hair

After cutting hair in One Utama, SumYee's friends joined us for dinner in Uptown
Got to know some friends and we were discussing about Horoscope ._______."
Then, i went back home at 11 p.m from Damansara

Had a long chatting and gossiping session with Sumyee on the phone after we reached home lol

It's 5.44 a.m. now and i'm just back from Asia Cafe for a pool session with YinHoo, KaiLi and my brother..
It was so random but fun =)
At 1st, we planned to go tomorrow
Then, at 2.30 a.m , YinHoo and KaiLi were so semangated to go out
Surprisingly, my parents allowed me to go out at 2.30 a.m (when ppl were about to finish clubbing) Maybe it was because KaiLi was going with us?! haha,
Btw, i beat KaiLi and YinHoo for the game
I was the winner for the night ^^ haha
And we are going again tomorrow ( i should say later) ^^

Mid sem break

2009-09-25T08:24:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile since i last updated my blog..

Actually i did blog, just that i CANNOT upload the posts, i should keep those words to myself
I have decided to stay in the 'peaceful side' instead of creating dramas
It's better to be like that i think
I just want to blog about a random outing yesterday to Genting and Look Out Point
It was quite an exciting outing
I love the part where the five of us sang the songs together in the car - emo songs, old songs, hit songs =)
In Genting, the mist was horrible and we were so scared that we could not reach Genting safely
Thanks to the trust-able driver -Kai Li, we reached Genting safely and had a nice chatting session in the cold weather =) Genting actually reminds me of a lot of memories, i always have different feelings every time i go there with different people =)

For more information, just check out Leeyien's blog

Look Out Point =) nice view =) so many people celebrating birthday on that day in LOP

Cover girls/boy? lol

Phew, reached Genting safely =)

Frappuccino Green Tea yummy =P

Today......

I went to Snow flake with Shuwen, Angie and Denyse
I was supposed to join Sum Yee, Ernest, Jae Lee they all but cos of Curley (Shuwen's dog), we couldn't go to the mamak
After snowflake, we went to Tokyo G for dinner =) the food there quite nice =)
Nice outing with the worm and Denyse, cos it's been quite long we didn't hang out together =)

I promised i won't upload pictures, but Shuwen and Denyse wont see my blog haha and Angie looks good here, right?

Curley is so cute =)

Ugly face

Black and White =) i suit white hehe RM 219 lol..*no money*

My Raya break just ended but my mid sem break just began hahaha..cannot be so excited because i'm supposed to study and do my assginment..AGAIN *sob*

Oh no

2009-09-13T07:33:00.000-07:00

Omg, suddenly i feel i look better last time after i compare my old pictures and recent pictures
Sad =( Very Sad =(
But what can i do?
How i wish my 'cute' face come back where i looked good without make up =(

I just came back from a tiring camp, it was better than i expected =)
My god..i should start on my work already
Soooo tired

Time flies

2009-08-31T02:02:00.000-07:00

I feel my life is changing very fast everyday
Today, u might b close with this bunch of friends and go for trips or parties but then after a few months or a few years they might then become your 'Hi Bye' friends..
I'm sure most of us have come across this kind of situation..
Ppl like me, tend to miss the past alot because we alwiz look at the happy side of the past
Memories are usually beautiful because it just won't come back again, past is the past =(
I will always thk: ' omg, i was so cute last time, so cute and young, so energetic and *so many admirers haha*'
Arrgghh..i'm just trying to express out how i miss my past..my childhood, my primary and secondary school time and especially my foundation ..awww..it was so great tat my life wasn't fulled with ups and downs, i dun feel like growing up, seriously..
* i was seeing my old pictures and videos - good memories =)*
For most of u, u might think wat's so special about this pic above?
I know it's a bit random to post this pic but this pic actually reminds me of many things
This pic was taken two years ago, i was sitting at Starbucks in ss15 with my dearest Leeyien if I'm not mistaken
As u can see, the new building of Inti College wasn't there
Just a simple pic, it reminds me of how i used to reach ss15 at 7.50 a.m and bought sandwich at Baker's Cottage then go into the class
That time, my life was so simple..
I'm not saying that I'm not happy with my *happening* life now, it's just that i miss the old times..

I have changed

2009-08-15T09:56:00.000-07:00

I HAVE CHANGED to a not so good gal =(

I prefer the last time me :

1) Anti clubbing - Only once or twice a year
2) Not so gepo, din talk so much
3) Can be very soft and quiet
4) Study alot, half nerdy
5) My curfew was 12 a.m.
6) Not so many outings - spend more time at home
7) Seldom put make up
8) Think less sleep more and sleep earlier
9) Simple

Now:
1) Half clubber - Almost every week ppl ask me go club, bar or pub
2) Talk talk talk until sometimes i feel myself is annoying
3) I talk slightly louder than last time i thk, laughing very loudly sometimes
4) Slack alot, skip class, never do homework, copy assgm - average dropping every sem
5) My curfew has been extended to 2 a.m++ by myself - parents no eye c
6) Outings and outings - Yam cha, bazaar, shopping, dinner, lunch, breakfast with frens, birthday parties, clubs, bar, badminton, movie, cheong k....bla bla bla
7) One week ard 3-4 days will put make up
8) Thking mou liu thing, alwiz sleep late at night - panda eyes =(
9) Complicated

So, i'm trying to find back the last time me, changing myself to become a good girl now,
I promised

Too many things to blog about

2009-08-01T08:24:00.000-07:00

When i browse thru ppl's blog, i found out sth very interesting haha but i aint gonna blog bout it, just interesting..
When i read back my older posts, i feel interesting too haha, abit miss my 'sat luen' period, lol, though it was sad but i had many frenz to care bout me and i miss my four months holidays too, i was having so much fun with frenz
Things just changed, sigh, sometimes i miss the innocent me but i hv already forgotten how's the feelings of being an innocent gal =(
Btw, i hv too many things to express out but i dunno how, i nid a new diary, i hv finished using my diary edi, waiting for the worm to buy for me
Lately, i feel my life is getting too 'interesting' edi, i nid rest and i nid simple life, PLZZ !!!
I'M TIRED!!! OF EVERYTHING

Complicated

2009-08-01T00:00:00.000-07:00

Things are just so complicated now..sigh i need rest..seriously
Ppl might thk i'm insane by doing this and tat, but they couldn't help me out, only i can help myself
Sometimes i dun even know wat myself is doing
I wanna make my life simpler before my Insomnia is getting worse =(
Arrgghhh..hate it
Things just aren't the same and i miss my simple life =(

Song Title:Tuo Xie 妥协
Singer Name: Jolin Tsai (Cai Yi Lin)

你总爱编织谎言我负责配合表演
所有改变只为了进入你的世界
这情节重复了一百遍
才发现是你的心太野
你划定楚河汉界我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解不会变不再徘徊
开始自己的明天

Life is Great =)

2009-07-28T10:41:00.000-07:00

I'm kinda busy recently, i hv too many things to do as uni started =)
Dunno y suddenly so many ppl ask me out tmr :

1. Shuyi asked me to jog with her in Bukit Jalil
2. Kat asked me to go red box with her
3. Angie asked me to accompany her to CHS to take her bro's result + hang out after that
4. Kai li said because yest Kahyan went movie and yam cha with him so tmr is my turn ( mayb he say say oni)
5. Gonna attend Kim Seng's Birthday celebration
6. Wei Sern asked me out for drinks
7. I hv yoga class with my sis tmr..zzz

At first, my plan was to stay at home study and do homework then go jogging with Shuyi then yoga class but since i'm attending Kim Seng's birthday celebration i thk i'm gonna ffk Shuyi and then skip yoga class tmr

I have to-do lists too :

1. Revise and do homework!!! - 'Forever-cannot-make-it' group study
2. Shop for clothes!!!
3. Read story book
4. Buy diary and album
5. Alter my jeans
6. Give Anne back her bag that i hv kept for her for ages
7. Buy books and wrap
8. Make myself slp early!!! But how??? sigh

Life is great lately except for my Insomnia and 'something' that is driving me crazy!!!

Tempting Heart

2009-07-25T09:27:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i feel abit lazy to blog about outings, especially if i go to club..ppl, i'm not a clubber okay?!!! i dun go to club very often..i alwiz say i wanna go or i will go but i alwiz ended up staying at home like today, like now, i'm blogging here =) anyway, it's a good thing whn u ppl say i'm a clubber i might thn remind myself not to go =)
Today, my schedule was quite fulled, had a small gathering with the 5s7 ppl hehe, my dearest leeyien will update her blog soon (she's very effiecient!!!), so, i will leave that part for her

I'm goin jogging, mahjong, swimming with the worm, Boey and Sheow Pin and frens tmr..i hope by doin so much exercise i could atleast burn some of my fat..sigh, i wonder why, i hv been doin alot of exercise lately - yoga, badminton, jogging, but i still gained weight and i din eat much too *sob* mayb slping too late at night will make myself gain weight..

Just fin watching the Astro Asq (the singing competition) lol i personally feel Ryan is very leng zai lo haha..the finalists are quite talented and i'm satisfied with the result..love the songs they sang just now in the competition, all are K-songs that i sang wid my ex-classmates this afternoon in Red box =) and i'm gonna sing this song nex time whn i go red box :

Tempting Heart 心动

有多久没见你以为你在那里
原来就住在我心底陪伴着我的呼吸
有多远的距离以为闻不到你的气息
谁知道你背影这么长回头就看到你
过去让它过去来不及
从头喜欢你白云缠绕着蓝天
如果不能够永远走在一起
也至少给我们怀念的勇气拥抱的权利
好让你明白我心动的痕迹
总是想再见你还试着打探你消息
原来你就住在我的身体守护我的回忆

Time to slp, and i know i couldn't slp cos it's 1 a.m, my insomnia is getting better, instead of 6 a.m. i'm slping at 3a.m every night..i know it's still very late but i will try to make it earlier =)
Ohya, yesterday night Shuyi was so funny, she msged me at 5 a.m and she tot i might b still awaked and today, Kahyan and YinHoo were so nice to wake me up so that i'll be on time for the gathering =) i'll be punctual, dun worry haha

Insomnia

2009-07-21T10:23:00.000-07:00

Arrghh.. i didn't slp well the past few days
I dunno why...
Lately, my life is just about Television, Facebook, Blog, Jogging, Yoga class, Yam cha, shopping, Red box and red box and red box with diff ppl
:( It's kinda boring and dull right?
When i browse thru ppl's blog i c trips, parties, gatherings, farewells, clubs * envy!!!*
And now uni started, it's a good thing atleast i hv more things to do but i'm gonna b a nerd this semester..seriously a nerd - wear t-shirt and shorts with sports shoes to uni haha, tie up the hair, no make-up, no heels, holding big files and thick books, school bag? Staying in the library everyday ?? lol

I have been spending more of my time with my family, i even talked to mum till 5 a.m yesterday :) hehe, i guess she was surprised by her daughter who has grown up so much and she's no more the innocent and immature gal :)
I'm suffering from insomnia lately :( my daily routine is sux!! I hv been sleeping at 5 or 6 a.m and waking up at 3 p.m almost everyday since the holidays started, and the holidays ended but i still practice that..sigh
I wanna make myself slp at 11 p.m!! wake up at 8 a.m!! can i???
So, who is willing to pick up the princess's call at 3 or 4 am when she couldn't slp? Let me know, okay?

Reality

2009-07-08T03:46:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night i couldn't slp or i shd say i didn't wanna slp

After came back yam cha wid Wei Sern and fren at Coco Banana and online chatting for awhile

I watched this Hong Kong movie till 6.a.m oni thn i went to bed

I personally like this movie partly bcos I like Stephy and Alex Fong

This movie describes how a thing that u believed in so much might in fact it is a biggest lie

And something that u have misunderstood might not be clarified forever

It's about how a girl believed in this guy so much that in fact he's a big liar and she didn't find it out till the end of the story

While she misunderstood this guy that loved her so much and he's a good guy

And so she ended up together with a big liar at the end of the story =(

Things just aren't so simple in reality, isn't it?

We cannot jump into conclusion so fast even though it seems so real

A noble lie is better than a cruel fact? or you would rather u know everything in reality?

As for me, i still not sure about it, but i have learned to choose what to believe and what shdn't in life

Do watch the movie if u have time =)

Thank you

2009-07-07T01:16:00.000-07:00

最近我又有很多感触

人长大了真的必须学会成熟

以前觉得很大的一件事，现在对我而言只不过是很小的一件事

许多事情都是看你自己如何去看待或接受

从前的我真的有点不够成熟，只把自己的事情和感情的事放在第一位

经过了一些事情我才醒悟，原来我太傻了，对感情太执着，太不成熟

除了爱情，我们还有学业，事业，家人和朋友

或许你们会说，你现在才懂啊？

之前的我是知道，可是我还是活在自己的世界里

问一问自己，你知道爱情不可以被摆在第一位，可是你有做到吗？

我真希望自己可以办到

Recently, i feel that i have grown up alot

As we are growing up, we have to learn to be mature

Something that was a very big deal to me some time ago has now become trifles

It just depends on your perception towards the thing that happens to you

I had been abit immature in handling love matters, i used to put love as the most important thing in my life

After i have been thru something, now, i realize i was too silly, being too persistent in love and too childhish

There's more to life than just relationship

I took few days to comprehend the meaning of this sentence

Studies, Career, Family and Friends are way more important than just love..

Sorry to my family, friends or even myself for being so late to wake up to reality

I promise to be more mature in life

I know, there are still many challenges in life waiting for me

I just hope that, i could live my life to fullest with no regret!

To someone, thanks for ur accompanion and everything in these few months

You taught me alot of things, really

Atleast, i'm more mature now

You might not even read this but still i wanna say

Thank you

Memories - PD + Malacca trip

2009-07-04T13:10:00.000-07:00

I shd have blogged bout my PD trip, MOS night, gathering..bla bla bla..but i had no mood to do that..You know wat, it's 4.11 a.m and i suddenly hv the mood to blog..

Just now, i went to Momo Paradise with Suet Chen, Siang Lin and Wei Sern :) it was quite a nice dinner after so long nvr c them =) Din expect v had so many things to talk =)

After dinner, i went to Shuyi's place, v ( Yaw shing + fren, Lup Yan, Huo Guang, Leeyien, Shuyi and i) enjoyed playing 'Pictionary' till 3 ++ a.m =)

So i'm gonna blog about PD + Malacca trip first..

PD trip was so so, first and last trip with him? Anw, photos say better than words >>>>

Nice to see but not nice to slp on =( he din slp the whole night

Oppss abit messy haha..just wanna show the bath tub..cool right?

Our room was at the corner, *nice view* =)

The bfsss chilling while the three of us walking along the beach

Banana boat =) quite fun hehe

Daniu didn't wanna accompany Shuyi =(

Waiting for the other 3 couples at the hotel lobby..zzz

Makan makan..8 dishes *wow so full* and FAT!!!!

ppl walking along the beach and i was talking with him....lazy to walk

In the hotel car park before v headed to Malacca (y take pic here??)

FOR more details visit Leeyien's blog =)

Malacca >>>>>>>

Chicken rice balls =) but i dun thk it's nice lo

Lol, the 3 of us..first time go for trip with the bfsss

For more details visit Kenneth's blog =)

Weird feelings

2009-06-30T03:05:00.000-07:00

不想懂得

当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想象是一种快乐
拥有了同时也失去什么
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟心开始曲折
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么我不想舍得
不想懂得谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱多还是复合
能握着手就是感动的

Time to pppp party!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-24T07:19:00.000-07:00

muahhahahahahahaaha finals hv just finished and i'm having my three weeks holidays wohooooo

i hv lotsa lotsa things to do, not enuff time man haha

but i'll miss the time i spent in Monash Library till 11 p.m before the finals with the gang, stress but quite fun :) i shall do the same thing nex sem :)

Haha i just hv a little time to blog here before i depart to Port Dickson with another three couples :)

I went Italianese with Monash ppl right after my last paper, then went to watch Transformers with the boy friend and din sleep for 24 hours haha..tired zzz..

Then, today i pergi cheong k and shopping with my Ji Muizz...

I macam just come out from kampung cos i bought lotsa lotsa things like i never shopped for ten years..

Sigh, i spent six hundred ++ in a day (i bought present for mummy's birthday)

Not enuff time not enuff time for me to spend haha!!!

I needa pay bill needa exercise gam fei!!!!!

My brothers and sister say i'm reli flying right after the finals..

They only see me at night haha..sorry

Anw, i'm leaving my house for 4 days 3 nights to Port Dickson and Malacca and somewhere tmr :)

Port Diskson again? hmm..i also dunno y but just go lo cos the hotel quite cheap :) just hope tat it won't be boring..not expecting so much

And i'm here to post a picture of me n my dearest ji mui :) and i'm going to watch my Gossip girl and go Facebook & Msn..hehehe chao

i wish my holidays will be fun!!!!!!!!!!!

I dun look good even this is the nicest one among the pics v took :(

I pui fok my lee yien jj alot..she can write till so detailed bout a small outing haha..so, this is the link = Ji mui outing

I miss my frens

2009-06-19T07:20:00.000-07:00

To all my dearest frens,

Sorry if i haven't been c ing u all and nvr contact u all for quite some time..
I have been busy studying for my final, and i still have my last paper nex Tues..
I just wanna tell u all..i din 'zong se qing you' le..haha i'm not sticking wid him..
I have married to Monash University and i hv been sticking wid my monash frens and monash library and my books everyday :(
Anw, wait for me :) four days more..(to be specific, it's nex tues, 23rd of June!!!)
Yes!!!!! four days more n i can 'fly'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahahahahahhahahahahahahahaahahahah

(I wish i could pass all :( i'm afraid i couldn't)

Love,
Princess

War time!!

2009-06-11T03:54:00.000-07:00

My god!!! i hv just finished my first paper...sigh..not as good as wat i expected..i just want a PASS!! can i???
My second paper is coming in 3 more days and i'm still blogging here..haizzzzzzzzz
I din have time to blog bout my birthday le haiz
Anw, it was a special one for me this year =) simple but happy =)
When will i b nex year??? Aussie???? haha just make sure i'm not having exam on my birthday nex year!!!
Thanks all for ur wish k, i appreciate it ..alot!!!!! even though u all din celebrate wid me =(

I'm day dreaming now, feel like listing down my to-do list after my final:
1) Exercise- to stay healthy and so that i look slimmer and prettier of course haha!!!!!!!!
2) Swimming hehe (buy swim suit or bikini?)
3) Gossip girl!!!!!!! four more episodes waiting for me man
4) Trips? hopefully
5) Movies (Transformer in IMAX =)
6) Red box wid my ji muis
7) Shopping..alwiz one lo
8) manicure/ pedicure? haha
9) i want beach!! hill top?..erm outside Malaysia? haha

So..i'll stop my dream now and go study!!! =(

It's The Princess's birthday man!!!

2009-05-29T07:23:00.000-07:00

Omg omg..the princess's birthday is coming wei...
:( no one cares..i know u all wanna say tat..
sigh..y every year my birthday must fall on the day tat ppl r having exams, busy working and bla bla bla one a?
Nvm lo, this year i dun wanna bother my friends who are busy studying for exams to celebrate wid me..i'm being so considerate isn't it? ha ha
I just wish tat everyone will study hard..unlike me..sigh
This year I'm probably gonna spend my time wid family on my birthday loo..
But i dun mind if u all wanna deliver some presents to my house haha..
Good luck to all my frens who're having exams soon!!!! let's hang out after exams!!!!!

Memorable Day <3

2009-05-17T00:18:00.000-07:00

16 May 2009 was a MEMORABLE, EXCITING, SCARY, SWEET AND HAPPY DAY for me...

I love Tenji...yummy yummy hehe

I love the day..

And i love ...

:) I just hope that everything will be fine

开心就好

2009-05-15T00:55:00.000-07:00

最近,我感到很幸福..
并不是因为我恋爱了而是因为我发觉原来很多朋友都很关心我..
当他们一次又一次地劝我不要陷进去,到最后却只能默默地为我担心然后支持我的决定..
原来朋友在什么时候都比情人重要..
我最欣慰的是,有些朋友还会警告我说: " 你不可以再像上次那样陷那么深了, 知道吗?"
这句简单的劝告使我觉得我很幸福..
朋友都会担心我再次受伤害..
连我自己也是在战战兢兢地接受突如其来的惊喜和快乐
一天比一天开心, 却一天比一天害怕
害怕承受开心过后所带来的伤害..
我担心因为我知道, 越开心就表示后来的伤害就或许越深..
算了吧, 大家都说-开心就好..
那么我那样担心又怎么样享受这或许短暂的开心呢?
开心就好。。对吗？我不知道

原来

2009-05-13T06:36:00.000-07:00

最近有很多感触
原来当一个人喜欢或爱着你的时候，他可以无条件地为你做任何东西，让你感动流泪，让你感到很幸福
可相反的，当那个人已不再爱你或喜欢你，他可以敷衍你，对你就连朋友都不如
这都很正常，人就是这样，喜欢一个人或一样东西的时候总是对那个人或那样东西付出
可悲的是，喜欢或爱原来都有期限的
曾经你那么地深爱着那个人，有一天你突然发现你与他也只不过是陌生人
从陌生人变成情人，然后又变回陌生人
人生不就是这样吗？
分手后再做朋友？那应该很难吧?除非你们都不曾深爱过对方
所以，正接受着人家无条件付出的你或我们都应该珍惜现在所拥有的，因为那不是必然的，更不是永恒的
有一天你们分开了，过后或许会回想起，原来你也曾为一个陌生人付出过这么多

安静的周末

2009-05-09T23:55:00.000-07:00

终于我有时间静下来，享受属于自己的空间。。
时间飞逝，我顿时觉得我的每一天都像流星般-过了就只能变成回忆
从来不太想过未来的我，突然觉得有点迷惘。。
我的未来不会是我想要的简单的生活吧？
对，一定很精彩！
昨天；今天；明天
成为回忆的昨天总是美好的；可我们却不太会珍惜即将成为回忆的现在
因为拥有某些东西的时候我们总意识不到其实自己是幸福的
明天；我们都把它想象得太美好了
可是无论未来是开心或不开心，那也只是人生
如果上天只让人们享受开心，那样好吗？
哈哈，活在童话故事里的我正学着成熟。。
真不想长大。。
长大了就不再记得当初天真时所享受的幸福是多么美好的
无论如何，至少现在的我还是幸福的

我有点喜欢这首歌 =）。。

美丽心情

多雨的冬季總算過去
天空微露淡藍的晴
我在早春清新的陽光裡
看著當時寫的日記
原來愛曾給我美麗心情
像一面深遂的風景
那深愛過他卻受傷的心
丰富了人生的記憶

＊只有曾天真給過的心
才了解等待中的甜蜜
也只有被辜負而長夜流過淚的心
才能明白這也是種運氣
＃讓他永遠　記得曾經有一個人
給過完完整整的愛情

那曾經愛著他的心情
有一股傻傻的勇氣
那深愛過他卻受傷的心
丰富了人生的記憶

Repeat ＊,＃,＊
當我安安心心的走在明天裡
有不後悔美麗的心情

Laziness..zzz

2009-04-27T01:11:00.000-07:00

I'm so gonna fail one or two sub this sem..
I hv been copying assgms, skipping classes and i'm still totally blur for wat's goin on in the class..
Mayb i hv chosen the wrong course haha..Accounting and Finance are soooooooooooooo boring..
I wonder when would i start studying..too many distractions..
1) Msn
2) Hand phone
2) Facebook
3) Yam cha
4) Outings
5) Shopping/Online shopping
6) Day dreaming
7) I'm just gonna blame my room haha..cos it's in purple now..sooo comfy that everytime i feel sleepy when i'm in my room...
8) and ya..i'm blogging here..wasting my time..sigh..

Anw, i'm still enjoying my life..erm..hope everything wont turn out to be very dramatic and i will just let it b!!!!! Dun wanna thk too much la..study is more important at this stage!!! hopefully i sang sing abit haha..

Btw, Shopaholic is nice lo!!! ...Coming Soon erm..not so bad, there's one part very scary but the story line abit mou liu...plus i was watching wid somebody very mou liu haha
k lo..gotta start doin my assgm and presentation sigh..chao

挣扎

2009-04-15T17:32:00.000-07:00

为什么人长大了总是要面对那么多烦恼和选择?
我期待的事发生了；好像做梦一样
可是，梦并没有想象那么完美
我好挣扎，朋友们都劝我要从梦中醒过来
因为他们都不想我再次受伤害
可是我明知道会受伤害，我却不愿醒过来。。
美梦总有要醒过来的一天
那天应该离我不远
只希望醒过来的那天，我会有勇气面对残酷的现实

朋友们，对不起，又让你们操心了
你们都懂我很固执，我只能答应这一次我不会那么天真了。。
唉，为什么美梦都那么短暂？
真希望有一天我的美梦是永恒的。。

这两首歌有点适合我。。

《暧昧》

暧昧让人受尽委屈

找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情
还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

《傻瓜》

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁
暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱
撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭
傻瓜也许单纯的多
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜
我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜
我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

*Just came back from Genting trip on Tues..it was the most 'memorable' Genting trip ever..*

Happy Belated Birthday Wing =)

2009-03-27T04:31:00.000-07:00

Her 19th Birthday last year, now 20 d, dai kor lui lo :)

Today i'm finally free to do sth...
Just wanna wish my dearest Ji Mui in Aussie- HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY..
So sorry as i din hv time to reli talk to her
I wish tat she's doing well in everything, Happy happy alwiz , lol..
And last but not least, must miss me!!!! haha I miss you Wing =)

Btw, got some outings this week and last week =) hehe

Wednesday - For ages i din step into Pasar Malam, it was my first time this year :)

with Shuyi, Leeyien + BF, Jia Loong, Rickson+ Frens and Mei Ee

Thursday - Sing k at Amp corner, with Fai, Shuwen and Kat :)

Controlling

2009-03-13T10:31:00.000-07:00

Every night i hv been doin the same thing..
Thk and thk and control myself not to do sth.....
Haizz..i hope i will get rid of this feelings...
I just can't control my feelings.. Why?
I can't control my itchy hand to click and c the facts...
Then i thk and control again....
The next day, i will be alright but not at night..zzz
I know i shdn't cont my life like this...
I shd slp earlier, but i dun wan..
I shd start studying but i'm lazy
I shd not thk but i nvr control myself not to thk
I shd be slping now but i'm still crapping here...
Haizz..i dun wan myself to get crazy one day...
I want my life back!!!!!!

我快乐吗？

2009-03-07T19:05:00.000-08:00

最近我又想多了
我看起来好像很开心，可是有时候好像不是真的那么开心。。
生活不再像以前那么简单开心
我有时会怀疑自己快乐吗
我知道我太贪心了，比起须多人我已经很幸福了
我不曾面对太多的人生波折
就是太被受保护了
是时候面对事实，面对不简单的人生。。
我只希望我不会像五月天的那首歌一样- 《你不是真正的快乐》
你不是真正的快乐，你的笑只是你穿的保护色。。
我快乐吗？我不知道
我只知道我真的想太多了

Enjoying Uni Life

2009-03-05T08:57:00.000-08:00

Eventhough uni started, but i feel my life is still the same haha, still outings and outings, and now even more activities that r waiting for me..I enjoy hanging out wid Monash frens during break time and after class,makan here makan thr..I love my first week of class, cos it's about meeting old and new frens in Uni, ppl still chilling and thking of places to go after class or during hols and weekends..but i know my life will b diff in the coming weeks..assignments,presentations, tests..haizzz..pls dun come..i hate u..i appreciate my Uni life now as i know i wouldn't b so relax when i start working..

SOrry Kahyan,I reli feel like writing this here, sorry for plagiarism haha (atleast mine i changed 幸福to快乐 as i'm not that 幸福 as u do)

*活在我过去的记忆再怎么深刻，那也已经是过去了，就让它随着时间而褪色。现在的我，学会珍惜现在拥有的快乐*

Port Dickson

2009-03-02T06:41:00.000-08:00

Last Saturday, Shu Yi,Kah Yan, Jia Loong, Lup Yan and i went to PORT DICKSON hehe
Before i cont writing, i pray to god tat my brothers and sister will not read my blog or i'm dead

This is because my parents tot tat i went to Genting but actually i went to Port Dickson..haha

It was quite a fun trip,i didn't expect tat Port Dickson could be tat fun, hehe

But at first, v tot it would b a boring trip as v were 'loitering' ard to find hotel.. zzz

Sien lo, no nice hotel

Ntg to do so take pics lo

Drive till sien d wei

I better sleep..zzzz

V went to Avillion, a very nice hotel but it is quite exp..

Avillion quite nice, shd go nex time

Then v went to Tiara Beach, too many ppl over thr n the room tat v wanted no more d

Finally v went to Selesa Beach n Regency which both r just beside ...

Selesa Beach got hot gals, the horny Lup Yan kept on requesting to stay in Selesa Beach...zzz

But, Sy still didn't know shd stay or go home cos her parents didn't let her to stay over at Pd

Jia Loong and Lup Yan had planned to go club at night if this trip didn't work out ..........
So, v all went to makan lunch at this kopitiam and discussed whether v shd stay or go somewhr else...eat eat eat, talk talk talk..and finally...

Sy alwiz eat Ice Kacang..not good for u la 'siu jie'

Deng Deng Deng.......

V finally got an apartment in Regency

Nice balcony nice view hehe

So, v changed our outfit quickly n went to the beach n enjoyed hehe

These are our slippers tat v put aside( Kahyan lost her slippers, the sea took her slippers away)

wohoo, finally settled down

Quite nice also lo the beach

I wanna play Volleyball :(

Nvm la, v still can enjoy without Volleyball

Us, before v soaked into the water

Power Puff gals???? haha... V named this as 'Jump Away'..Jump away from the past and move on to the future:)

Before v buried Lup Yan

In progress ...

Done!!! Take pic from tat side pls

Yes, like this:)

Oi, i wanna wake up le

V were enjoying:) hehe

Wohooo, so fun

Who can jump higher?

NG 1 (paiseh, cos the Princess was the photographer)

NG 2

After NG3, NG4...v gave up haha..soo sorry

They were waiting for the waves to come

Sooooo nice :)

Flying

Happy

Sy and her bear

Sy carried her bear to the sea

Playful gal

Relaxing and enjoying ..^^

Taking shower together :) hehe only for gals, guys dun come in

Before v went to makan..v were starving

Then, v went to this market to buy beer and junk food and cup noodles to makan in hotel at night :)

Everyone left oni few bucks in their pocket except for Jia Loong who had RM 65 for our dinner

V were too hungry and lazy to go withdraw money, so the 5 of us din care soo much and went makan our dinner at a Chinese Restaurant

The funniest part was when v ordered food v told the waitress tat v only have RM 65 so must order carefully..then when v ordered Chinese Tea, everyone agreed wid 'Cha Wong' (King of the tea) but Jia Loong afraid tat it would b more exp than other type of tea and asked: "is Cha Wong same price with other type of tea?"...so charm lo 5 of us, drink tea also must b so save haha..but dam funny...

When it comes to order food part, as usual, Shuyi, Jia Loong and Lup Yan had sooo many request...she requested this he wanted tat..and Lup Yan was funny, he kept on repeating tat :" I wan pork" haha

I wan cheap cheap food

All very cheap, v spent RM 5o++ haha luckily enuff money

After makan, the 5 of us chatted alot..or i shd say v were dreaming...

V were thking of having another trip to Europe, Ireland, Hong Kong, Thailand.....

I guess only Genting Trip will work out hahahaha..

Then v started to come out wid an English name for each other..

Jia Loong named Shuyi as Ivy, Kahyan as Christine and me as Jessica

So, v named Jia Loong as either Isaac or Chris

V named Lup Yan wid many diff names..James..Johnny, Peter, Robert..hahahah all the lame names...he alwiz let ppl bully lol ....

Hotel time............

V played 'Chor Dai Di', 'Osama', 'In Between' and Strip Poker hehe :)

V did all the crazy things in the room and v would keep everything tat v had done as a SECRET...

But it was fun and funny..v played till 5a.m and was actually waiting for the sunrise..but end up v slept at 5a.m and set alarm to wake up at 5.30 a.m..

As predicted, all of us din wake up for sunrise and cont our slp till 10a.m ++

The nex morning...

Everybody woke up at 10 a.m. ++ and quickly prepared ourselves as v wanted to have fun in the pool or the beach again

V were sooo excited but end up v oni walk walk along the beach as it was sunny n hot...

Then, v had cup noodles as our breakfast and balik rumah

Shuyi was very scared as her parents scolded her for staying over at Port Dickson and it was time for her to go back to get scolding from parents

Overall, the trip was quite fun and was a memorable one, let's hope tat v would have another trip like this and with more ppl joining us^^

Haiz goin back looo

Before goin home (James, Isaac, Ivy, Jessica and Christine)^^

*Today i realized sth and feel like writing sth here to wake someone up*

*有些事我不想去听也不想去理，因为我知道时间可以证明一切*

Happy Holidays :)

2009-03-01T06:02:00.000-08:00

I hope this will not be my last time writing about my outings with frens during the week ^^

I guess somebody would say why is this person so free ..everyday outings

Haha i know i'm not a good girl, but i would try to be one starting by tmr

Sad to say tat my uni is reopening tmr :(

But tmr i have no class ^^ first week no tutorial

Haiz..MONASH is gonna drive me crazy with assignments and presentations and exams

I know it would be tougher this sem as it is my second year in uni:(

Anyway, i'm happy with my four months holidays and i thk my last week of holidays wasn't wasted, i enjoyed outings very much:)

*Btw, i just realized even my cousins are reading my blog haha, pls do not tell my mum tat her daughter had so many outings hehe*

Monday

I went out with Leeyien to hunt for a special pressie for our beloved Ji Muiz- Chicken Wing:)

V had a brilliant idea of printing out our pics during secondary school time till now

Eventhough v looked so funny and ugly in those pics but it indicates memorable time that v have been spending together..

7 years Ji Muiz:) .. haha suddenly feel like saying i love you to all my Ji Muiz..hehe

Tat day, Chin Yin and Leeyien came to my house and v were planning to visit our 'Dai ga jie' in the evening

Chin Yin fell asleep in my room while Leeyien and i were busy choosing pics to be printed out

Then, Leeyien and i went to IOI Mall to print pics, hehe first time sitting her Baby V:)

I rmb my first time outing with Leeyien was few years ago, v went to IOI Mall too
V shopped for a notebook thr and v wanted to stick those pics in the notebook to surprise EeWing

Ly,Py,Cy and bear

Pics tat i printed for myself and for Wing

Alwiz the 3 of us

Ard 10p.m, Lup Yan called me and asked me to chill with him at Republic with his fren Ben

So, end up Rickson, Leeyien and i went for free drinks:)

V planned to go for a movie together the nex day:)

I reached home at 1a.m just before my parents reached, hehe i was so lucky

Tuesday
Leeyien, Kahyan and i were supposed to eat sushi together using the voucher in Sushi King, but the night before tat Denyse msged n told us tat Jusco got sales and she asked us to go MV wid her

So, we then decided to go MV but actually not reli for the sales in Jusco la

But end up Lup Yan, Jia Loong, Shuyi, Kenneth, Rickson, Denyse, Kahyan, Leeyien and i went to MV together

V watched Punisher

Jusco was reli having sales n things thr were reli cheap but v din get to buy anything as v had no time

The fried rice in Garden food court was quite nice

Leeyien also eating tat:) while 'sah fa cheong' wid Ken

The pretty gals haha

The LENG ZAIssss

Then, Leeyien, Shuyi and i went to Ee Wing's house to send her the notebook tat ly and i made for her, i know she will love it hehe.. She's goin to Aussie and v will miss her alot...

I love her

Wednesday
It was Klang day :)

Lup Yan brought us (Ky,Sy,Ly,Py and Jia Loong) to his place to have Klang one day trip :)He brought us to this playground near his house..zzzz

Y playground? Cos there's a lake there ?! zzz

Anyway, v sot sot thr n had fun together:)

It was a 'fai' but funny day

Sot sot both of them

Ly and i were wearing skirt so v could only stay down thr c the four of them :(

Again, ly's idea to take photo wid this cutie crab

Then, Lup Yan brought us to Boston, He kept on promoting Klang food...zzz...Yes, Klang food is alwiz the best..zzz

Opps, Boston is closed for 7 days..how how how???

Nvm lo then v ate at Telekung hehe..crab crab again

V got ntg to do but watching Cartoon at Lup Yan's house and makan Klang Satay

V posed like this then posed lidat haha ( still the same)

Sy took this pic haha

The 3 of us wid the host

haha 'ban sai ye'

U all dun go home first la, i play u all some music ..keke

V went home ard 10pm and Sy drove my car back

Sy,Ly and Ky r reli my 'good frens' who had been teasing me wid Jia Loong all the way home..

Luckily he fell asleep...

Shuyi was the driver but she had sooo many things to talk on the way home..i reli scared she would bang my car but luckily everyone was safe..

Shuyi kena police blocked, there's this time the police was right in front of us and when we reached the traffic light, she didn't stop and ignored the traffic light and turned into the junction..what happened next?

The police went off after Shuyi treated them coffee..zzz

Thursday
Kahyan stayed over my place on Wed night
v woke up at 2 pm the nex day..
I accompanied Kahyan to office to attend some training..
V took train there and took some pics to keep it for memories..
V will miss the time v worked together

Heavy rain wei...felt emo abit..haiz

Ky and i

Su Yan and i

Sy and Ky

Friday
After ffk-ed Shuwen for 2 days, i went out wid her on Friday

I then tot of asking all the inti frens out to have a small gathering:)

In the morning, Shuwen, Angie, Leeyien and i went to Peppercorn

A restaurant tat v liked to hang out last time..

V alwiz went to that restaurant when v had four hours break last time

Haiz..time passes reli fast, and now v could only recall the time v spent together in Inti..

Studying in Inti was reli reli fun and there was whr i got to know all of them

I miss those time..

After Peppercorn, Mei Ee and Denyse joined us to go shopping at Bangsar:)

There were sooooo many boutiques over thr but v were only interested to go Cat Whiskers:)

The clothes thr were soooo cheap and everyone got something in the end

Worm and Shu worm

Their birthday are on the same day

Mei Ee, Denyse, Shuwen, Angie

Princess, Denyse, Shuwen, Angie

Leeyien loves this sooo much

Outings :)

2009-02-22T02:24:00.000-08:00

Again, i had outings almost everyday last week...

Tuesday
Finally got outing wid Ee Wing my beloved fren after soo long...

V went MV

BeeTheng, Pei Xuan who i haven seen for years were there too

V were having gossiping session at Nando's haha for quite long only then v started to shop...

It was a nice day :)

As usual lo, mengada me wid Ew's sunglasses in Nando's haha

Dunno y, ly loves this tree so much and want us to take pics here..

So ho, i be the Koala Bear lo haha

V take turns lo , lol

Us:) Ji Muiz forever

Tues night.....

Yin hoo, Kai Li , Kah yan , Lee yien and i had our yam cha session

But this time, the Yin Hoo dai kor wanna escape from treating us so he suggested us to go to my house to play mahjong while yam my house ge cha....

V end up playing *healer and killer*, ppl shd be thking tat v r very childhish but indeed it was quite fun for us, my house became soooo happening and there were shouting and laughing voice ard:)

They stayed at my house till 1 sth a.m and even enjoyed eating maggie mee as supper before goin home...

I thk they owe me alot lo...they got Calsberg and Tea from China and my maids cooked maggie mee for them..

Anyway it was a memorable day:)

Wednesday

As usual got work whole day, then evening went yam cha wid Jess who miss me alot

It was my 2nd time at Mill Wheel Ice Cafe - 炮兵冰品专卖店

Like praying ,lol

Nice:)

Ngam ngaM know each other>>>>>

But like very 'sok" haha

Alwiz hv her own idea of taking unique pics

Ly joined after awhile

Thursday

After working, Ee Wing texted me n asked me to yc at First Station wid Sara

Kahyan n i went n v chatted for about half an hour:)

We went to MOS again after that cos it was SAM's farewell

Continuously 2 weeks of MOS..zzz but this time i c MOS clearly

Ppl who attended were : Leeyien and Kenneth, Mei Ee, Chin Yin, Shu Yi, Kah Yan, Ivan Tang, Rickson , Daniel Lim, Jia Loong, Lup Yan, Rickson, Hui Ting, Sam Yvonne and I...

I din get drunk on tat night...

I met Swee Kwan, his table was just beside our table and i stole some of his Chivas to drink :)

Friday

Cheong K session wid Yin Hoo, Kai Li, Kah yan and Ly at Red Box

Happy and Fun:)

Long time nvr heard dai kor's voice...

Everyone also has improvement in there singing skill as compared to last time v sang together...which was few years back

V then watched Kung Fu Chef together..

Ppl, trust me, dun watch or u will regret..it's so dam 'fai'

Then, Kai Li, Yin Hoo and i went Asia One at puteri to yam cha before goin home...

It was nice yam cha session wid both of them as they taught me alot of 'yan shan dou lei'

Yin Hoo even ng seh tak go home till his bro and Kai Li's mother texted them for family dinner at night...v got to know each other more after tat:)

I'm Sorry

2009-02-19T00:55:00.000-08:00

I dunno wat can i say, i thk v hv too many misunderstandings
I really appreciate our friendship and i hope we wont argue or have any conflicts over a small matter like this...
It might be my fault to have overeacted over something but it wasn't because i want to hide something from you and purposely dun wan to tell u...
I just dun wan make things become worse..haiz

I'm sorry because i didn't thk much when i was chatted to u online and might have accidently typed sth tat hurt ur feelings..
Dun u know me? I was joking and i din know u would be so sensitive
It's MSN which v have no face expression or tones when v were chatting tat created sooo many misunderstandings

You know u are my Best Friend and v have been friends for soo many years..
The first person that i tot of talking to was u when i was down...
Pls...i appreciate u as my fren and i reli meant it when i said u r my BEST FRIEND ..ok?
Dun thk so much la...
But i hope after this, our friendship becomes better...
Again, i'm sorry
I love you as my fren

可惜不是你

2009-02-17T09:56:00.000-08:00

今天早上我被他的msg惊醒，我没想到他会msg我
他说他不是因为寂寞而联络我
我相信他是真心的
Haiz,我们好久没有那么真心的谈话了
虽然只是那短短的几封msg，可我觉得那已足够把我们的关系划上完美的句点
至少我们都认为那段感情是值得怀念的，而不是翻脸分手

我哭了。。
好久没有为一个曾经伤害我那么深的男人哭了
可是这一次不是因为他伤害我而哭，而是因为我很感触
原来他没有忘记我们那段感情，他终于想起我了
我之前以为他把我忘得一干二净了

他说他还爱我。。
我已不知道爱他是什么感觉了，我只是很努力地回想起那段回忆
其实除了分手那段时间，剩下的都是甜蜜与开心
我觉得我们以前都很合得来，我们都很享受那每天腻在一起，把全世界当透明的感觉
或许我再也不能在另一个人的身上找回这种感觉了

那又怎样呢？
我与他都变了，一切都变了
有时候我会对朋友说我比以前过得更充实
可是如果时间可以倒流，我更希望一切都没有发生过
那么我们现在都会很开心吧？
原来许多事情都是身不由己的，不是吗？
我只能老土地说，我们有缘无份吧
是天注定她的出现，让我更了解真正的你
一个我不想了解的你

这三个月对我来说很漫长，我仿佛经历了许多
我好像与他分开了很久似的
我想我对他的一切都有点模糊了
他也不再像以前的他了吧？
这三个月我都爱听悲伤的歌
刚才我突然想起梁静茹的《可惜不是你》
很遗憾不是他陪我到最后
可是谢谢的是他牵过我的手

谢谢他让我成长了不少
也谢谢他带给我一段那么我认为很轰轰烈烈的爱情
我其实很感激他最后对我说这些话，使我认为那一年多没有白过
我们未来都不知道会怎样，或许我们不会再相遇
可是我只希望他会把我们的回忆保存在心里
那就够了。。
或许这样对大家都好

还是好朋友

2009-02-16T03:16:00.000-08:00

我想了很久才提起勇气写这个post
情人节那天他突然msn我，我有点惊讶
原来你越想它发生的事情它总是不会发生
可是你一不想的事侯它偏偏就发生
其实我不知道想过几多遍如果我们再联络对方的时候的情景
也想过或许从此不会再联络了
没想到会是在情人节。。

那天我蛮开心的因为会跟朋友出街
可他向我诉说他不开心，看到我开心他更不开心
Haiz，其实本来我应该会很开心看到一个这样对自己的男人不好过
可是毕竟我也曾经那么得爱他
除了叹惜我也不知道我可以说些什么
我只是有点觉得为甚么是寂寞的事侯他才对我说他后悔
我很想相信他真的不是因为寂寞才联络我
Haiz, 我觉得很可悲，我就只值得他在寂寞时找我吗？
我开始怀疑我在他心目中是甚么？
算吧,这都不重要了，我们都有各自的生活

虽然或许我们都认为我们以前在一起时的感觉是最好的，最开心的
往往你最爱的不会是最适合的
我们都希望时间可以倒流，回到从前那最舒服的相处方式
可是我连他伤害我的感觉都不记得了
更何况是他，身边已有了别人，大概也把那回忆忘得一干二净了吧
可能是我潜意识要我不记得？我不知道，可能我过了一镇子又会想吧
我希望有时我还会怀念那段日子，因为真的很开心，那时还认为没有一对情侣会比我们的相处方式更好。。

我很不开心，我和他到后来竟要变成这种关系
一个我曾经那么信任的人，我们现在谈天的事候都有点假惺惺的
他说我变了，是啊，我是因为他而变了
我也比较喜欢以前的我，以前那天真且开心的我
如果我们没有分手，那我们现在都应该很开心吧。。

应该为我们的第三个一起度过的情人节庆祝

可是到后来，我们竟只在msn祝对方情人节快乐

很可悲啊!!!!!!!!!!!

haiz, 我知道他会看到这个post的
我只想对他说，
我也希望他快乐，不要再为自己的决定后悔了
但愿我们还是朋友

Exciting day

2009-02-13T05:00:00.000-08:00

Yest after working, Ky and i joined Sy, Aeon, Jia Loong, Lup Yen, En Shyang to drink at Ice Bar (The Curve)
Ky was actually quite reluctant to go and i gotta drive my car there so i also felt quite tired and lazy to join them after a day of working
But end up Aeon called and persuaded us to go
Ice Bar was quite nice and cold like hell
Sy din tell us tat v r goin in the place tat's so cold and Ky and i were wearing DRESS..zzzz
So dam cold wei, but nice experience lol
V drank vodka and beer at Ice Bar then suddenly Aeon (the one who claimed tat he's changing and wanna quit clubbing) suggested us to go MOS straight after tat...
I was so smart to bluff my parents tat i'm staying over sy's house tat night

Then, i drove Kahyan, Lup Yan, En Shyang from the curve to MOS
They said i was driving very fast but i couldn't feel the speed, but i guess i wasn't drunk by tat time
MOS was nicer than wat i expected it would be, haha paiseh to say it was my first time thr
But i dun reli like the music thr
Again, i got drunk but this time someone is more geng than me and i gotta take care of her lol
Jia Loong forced everyone to drink pure Chivas and he wanted me to promise him tat i would get drunk tat night
On the other hand, Ivan Tang wanted me to promise him i wouldn't get drunk tat night haha, Jia Loong din c my drunk look before tat night, finally he saw many drunk faces and saw wat he wished to c
This time i only kissed Shuyi, haha the lucky gal
Overall it was a reli nice and exciting day, we reached Sy's house at four and only slept at six

The nex day i went shopping wid Shuwen:) i din FFK eventhough i felt super tired :)
Long time nvr seen each other, but v will be meeting each other everyday when Uni starts:)

This is Life

2009-02-10T17:14:00.000-08:00

Yest, Yin Hoo, Kai Li, Kahyan and i went yam cha at Pappa Rich :)
Actually i went there twice per day, once in the afternoon wid xxx and then at night wid them
It was quite a nice yam cha session, we were chatting so excitedly and only went home when the shop was closed, we were the second last customers :) hehe
Nvr tot of having such a nice yam cha session and v talked bout alot of things about the past when v were in CHS and after graduate, zong zi is since last time till now
Hehe v were gossiping alot too
Time reli passes very fast, v have grown up so much and many things happened and changed
After the yam cha session i felt sth tat i dunno how to explain, haiz mayb after gone thru so many things only they told me sth tat i din realize last time..
However, i tell myself, atleast i felt happy and i shdn't feel regret of it...

Haiz, yest night after yam cha, someone who shdn't call me called me and v talked as usual
Dunno since when i have got used to picking up calls every night
Kahyan talked to me and actually she's waking me up
Haiz, again i din realize sth, and i shdn't be cont like this
I thk i wouldn't fall for him but many ppl warned me and i'm scared
I very fan yest night about xxx and 'the one who shdn't call me '
I made Kahyan couldn't slp haha, sorry :(
I guess i know wat i shd do now
Reli hope tat i can handle things well in future

Chap Goh Mei

2009-02-10T01:43:00.000-08:00

I finally got my licence changed from P licence to normal licence today after a few days of illegal driving on the road haha
I like my new licence hehe, cos it is pinky and the pics is so much diff from my P licence
Yes, i look so diff!!! haha

Yest was Chinese Valentine's Day, i didn't realize it was till he told me
And i went out wid him, the xxx, tat time still din realize it was Chinese Valentine's Day
Then v went to Genting, i guess it was my first time to 'celebrate' this special day
The fireworks at Genting Highlands was quite nice
I went in Casino, hehe and won some $$$$
Luckily i'm smart enuff to bluff the guard tat i left the ic in hotel

Haiz but i felt very bad when he gave me a bouquet of flowers and a big bear before goin home
And i din gv him the response tat he expected or he wanted
Haiz, i dunno wat the Liew Pui Yee is thking, mayb she reli tat silly and stupid
His everything is fine for me, but haizzzzzz i still like those playboy type
'Ng zi sui' ge la me.........my frens must wake me up le, dun later after two years same thing happen to me again.......haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I'm goin back to Uni life after three more weeks
I dunno i shd feel happy or sad
I only know i'm gonna be stress again and pimples coming out again, haiz
Anyway, i'm satisfied with these four months holidays cos it's outing and having fun everyday during these four months, my holidays had been fully utilized:) hehe

Family :)

2009-02-07T00:10:00.000-08:00

These are the pics from Macau trip :)

I gained atleast 2 kgs weight after the trip...haizzzzzz

Anyway, it was a nice trip:)

Mum and Dad :)

Mom and sis
Brothers
'Twins'

Cute panda :)

HAPPY FAMILY :)

I will miss the time we together

2009-02-05T09:06:00.000-08:00

Just now, i was c ing the pics in my hp and feel like uploading some funny pics here

These pics were supposed to be uploaded few weeks ago but due to some prob now only i upload

I will miss the time v work and spending nights at my house together>>>>>>>>>>>

V were actually late for work but v managed to take this pic when v were waiting to go up to 14th floor in the lift, so v only got one blur pic :(

Angie working:)

Kahyan sei ye

Angie break wid me:)

Eventhough i look ugly in this pic, but this is the only pic v 3 took together in the office

At my house>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

They took my winter clothes out and tried it on, i know my house very cold lol

They are very shy

This is Kahyan's towel, can u imagine? She used this to wipe her whole body and her hair..lol

This is wat v alwiz do together, folding stars for someone's bf and online chatting or play fb

U c wat they did to my room

Btw, i miss Jess when i c the pictures v took together, gotta thank her for accompanying me last time:) >>>>>>>

Happy Chinese New Year

2009-01-23T11:58:00.000-08:00

I have abandoned my blog for weeks, many things happened but i was too lazy to blog
Today, i feel like crapping something here before i'm leaving to Ipoh and Macau for ten days..zzz
I hope the trip to Macau is fun, however it is, i feel it will be nice atleast i could spend time with family:)
Recently, i have been spending my precious time wid family on almost every weekends
I feel bad when i recall the time i had spent wid my family during the past two years
I didn't join my family outings for quite some time
Life is so unpredictable, and v must always appreciate whatever v have now, treasure our family and friends
I feel sorry to hear about Angie's father, i hope Angie is strong enuff to face it

Today, i went out wid xxx, and v watched 'Underworld'
Something happened and i was shocked...
Haiz, dunno wat i'm thking, i hope everything is fine and v r still frens like last time...

Yer, CNY is coming, and i wan to 'lou sang' wid my frens...
Hopefully, nex Wed when i come back from Ipoh and before leaving to Macau i could spend some time and gather my frens to 'lou sang' :)
Tmr, I'm goin to my grandparent's house, i'm smart enough to avoid myself from rotting there wid books that i bought today
Can u imagine? Liew Pui Yee actually reads books? haha
Ok enuff crap, its 4am ++ now
Happy Chinese New Year ppl, dun miss me:) i will be back after ten days hehe

Working days

2009-01-08T22:46:00.000-08:00

Finally the princess starts working
But she's really the 'princess qin gam xiu je' tat got sicked after 2 days of working haha
Dun worry, she's ok now hehe
Princess is gonna work every Wed and Thurs wid Kahyan and Angie
The both of them r staying over my place every Tues and Wed..
So, the princess is gonna be their slave to serve them food and soup and drinks

On the way back home haha..they are very shy

Ok, so now i tell u all y i got sick...

Thanks to myself cos i talked to Kahyan till 5 a.m the first day of working and woke up at 7 a.m

Die~~

Then, the next day, Shuyi and Leeyien my two 'lou yao' came over to my place and 'gao gao zan'

Shuyi was supposed to be the emo one tat came over my place to gain some 'comfort' from us but end up she made me emo...

And the 'great' thing of the night was they actually talked to Marx wid those yellow jokes using Angie's Msn account...

And and and...they use my name by telling him tat 'Puiyee is on the line'

Spoiled my reputation but i got no energy to stop it cos i was lying on the bed like dead fish....

These are the proofs

The person talking to Marx on that day wasn't me

6 January 2009 is Wei Siang's burfday.........

So, we- Ly and Kenneth, Ky and Ron, Angie and Chin, and Rickson and i and Wei Siang went to one u, i'm dam lazy to make it so detail but for more info, as usual, go and visit Leeyien's blog :) It was quite a nice day...These are the pics.... The gals at Wong Kok
The guysThe burfday card for ws (is a gift from wong kok hehe)
So, after Wong Kok, v all walk walk together, but suddenly the guys dissapeared and left us (the gals) walked ourselves, v shopped for present and cake while the guys were enjoying playing pool and have fun in arcade i guess.....

Gals alwiz like to take pics haha..v took lotsa pic especially in forever 21..i guess the ppl working thr ad 'mou ngan tai' haha

After shopping, we all went to Full House at niu che shui to have our dinner...

V were super duper hungry ...

A very cute cake but i was actually looking for Minnie Mouse cake looo..Too bad, those cake are too big and out of budget..

They purposely asked me to sit beside him..Zzzzz

Rickson's masterpieace

Us..weeee

Burfday present, chosen by us- the gals, not only i

I met Fairuz that day at Full House,v chatted for awhile before left

6A reunion

2009-01-03T20:36:00.000-08:00

Yesterday morning, i was awaken by 2 messages and a few miss calls
Shuwen :" wei i dunno how to do assignment la..How ah"
Jess :" Sa po"
Shuyi then called :" Py, can u babysit AEON? I'm goin to Cameron Highlands with family"

Supposedly, my plan for that day was to fetch my bro to tuition then i go to ioi mall to buy a present for a fren's birthday tat night and guai guai go to the party then come back home
But, end up i went to Pyramid to meet Shuwen and Shuyi in the afternoon
They want me to help out with their assignment which i actually not so good in the subject
I went Pyramid cos i could 'sun bin' buy present there

In Pyramid, Shu Yi, AEON and i were sitting at Starbucks and chit chatting
Shuwen and Kat came after awhile
It seems tat ntg much v can do for the assignment since none of us knows how to do haha
So, Shuwen and Kat left for lunch
Wei Ning then came to help Shu yi
Lip Boon then came and Aeon, Lip Boon n i were planning for Kelantan trip excitedly while Wei Ning was helping Shu Yi
I hope our Kelantan trip will work out hehe

At the end, v did ntg for the assigment and Yau Sheng came after Lip Boon and Wei Ning left
So, Aeon and i sensed sth erm....
Therefore v planned to walk away and left the both of them (Sy and Yau Sheng) some 'private space'...jkjk
I walked around Pyramid wid Aeon to hunt for a present
After awhile v met up wid the both of them and plus Lap Yan who just came
The five of us went to Republic to visit Lip Boon who's working there
I left at 5.30 p.m cos i gotta fetch my bro and sis from tuition...Zzzzz

At night i went to this primary classmate party
I was abit worry that i would be left out there as v haven't been meeting each other for about 7 years
Luckily, the birthday girl invited almost all of the classmates and most of them turned up..
V had so many topics to talk about and everybody was actually testing how well they can rmb the classmates' name
It was a great reunion party for us after sooo many years
I truly enjoyed the night spending time wid them
V left at 11 sth wid many new contacts in our hp

Shuyi called me and asked me to go Kampar again to meet her Daniel today
Too bad, i would be killed by my parents if i cont wid my outing everyday :(
*sob sob*

Bye bye 2008

2009-01-01T21:59:00.000-08:00

I have got too much to say, haha first of all, thanks to all my frens
My new year countdown this year was dam fun eventhough i got 'ABIT' drunk haha
Sorry to my frens also, cos they gotta take care of me this drunkard haha.. especially Wei Siang and Rickson, sooo sorry

And also Shu Yi, Kahyan, Leeyien, Angie who let me kissed and stepped so many times hehe

Poppy was fun, luckily v made it after so much planning

I just feel like making everything short, one word can describe tat night - FUN!!!

Actually i dun reli rmb every single thing la haha..can't even rmb wat i said tat night...

Nvm, as long as v had great time together

Before goin in

Before goin to the dance floor

The guys
Ky,Cy,Ht,Py,Ly (Haven got drunk)

Sy,Ky

Drunk liao haha

FUN !!!

Happy

No. one drunkard

After clubbing, v went yam cha to chill for awhile

I was smsing wid fren when i was drunk

All sot sot msges...

V went to denyse's house and stayed over :)
I slept for 2 hours only :(
V talked till 8 a.m and i was awaken by Ivan Tang at 10 a.m

V made fun of Angie and Aeon after makan brunch haha

Angie was dragged to the bed hehe

In the process

She's happy

He's lying there waiting

Best shot

Pillow fight (act one haha)

Weee..happy

Bye bye

We then had our lunch at KFC

Visit ws's house for awhile

Went home at 6p.m

My parents were mad at me..

Luckily, i was smart enough to avoid c ing my dad tat night

I slept at 9p.m and woke up at 12 p.m another day hehe

New year finally arrived, my frens said if i throw the roses tat he gave me i would receive another bouquet from them...

I'm throwing it today..finally

I have also changed the pin no of my bank account ...was so lazy before tat but now very semangat to change everything

2009 shd be very diff from 2008..hehe

I hope my 2009 is happier than 2008

I believe i will be happier...

Gosh, i promised not to go out after the count down

But it seems to have parties waiting for me..haiz..

These pics r from the 2 days before new year countdown

Shopping wid frensss haha...

Yellow top, yellow bag,yellow ring and yellow sunglasses hehe

Sot sot four of us in Ivan's shop

For more details, check out Leeyien's blog, Rickson's blog or Angie's blog

Outing again and again and again

2008-12-28T09:51:00.000-08:00

Today i went for a movie wid Tan Shu Yi, my beloved fren
It has been long time v both nvr watched movie together
In the afternoon, v went for lunch in Michel Angelo's wid Aeon, Jia Loong, Ryan, and another two guys (forgot their names)
A very long lunch
Shuyi actually suggested us to go for dinner in KL..those high class places..
Planned like so excited but end up the guys went for dota...ZZzzzzz
At night v went yam cha at Puteri

Tmr the 3 of us (ly,sy and i) r goin shopping wid Aeon (new 'ji mui') and jia loong
Hopefully i could get sth reli nice for my new year eve wid Aeon's advice

After yam cha, at 2 a.m
Yin Hoo, the cute fren of mine brought a fren to my house and wanted to intro him to me
Zzzzzzzzzzz

Today is a weird day..
Single life isn't tat bad actually
I wouldn't have so many frens if i still sticking wid him
Now only i realize how terrible was i, abandoning my frens
So sorry to all my frens

My parents are goin to kill me soon..Zzzz outing again and again
I reli shall start to work in Jan...
Gonna bankrupt soon :(

Boxing Day

2008-12-27T05:49:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, Princess was invited to Shuyi's castle to hv some food and games
The food were soooo nice until i couldn't stop eating even when i felt really full
Probably i had raised one kg on the night itself
After eating, v had some games such as musical 'pillow' , truth or dare and card games
Again, there were many junk food and alcoholic drinks, soft drinks...non-stop eating and drinking

The games were quite fun, it involved gals and guys together to do some daring action......
Angie seemed to enjoy the most throughout the night, hehe
She was teased by us about Aeon
After the game v had pillow talk
Most of them were staying over at Shuyi's place
Ivan is another 'Ronald' that like to tell alot of 'dou lei' which i think some are quite 'yao dou lei' haha
V talked till 6 a.m only went to bed

The nex day, i woke up at 10.30a.m and talked to Kahyan and Angie who were sleeping wid me..v lied on the bed and talked for awhile before v really woke up..both of them were so lucky to sleep wid me hahahaha
Then, all of us followed Shuyi's mom to eat Pan Mee near my house

Tmr, i might be goin out wid Shu yi and frenzzz again, haiz, gotta let shu yi tease loo
Actually i feel tat i alwiz go out, spending money like using water, should work d looo
Anyone wanna find me work? Pm me la!!!

She was dam happy tat night hahahaha

Rickson untung loo

Sweet couple exchaging clothes

Haha..just a game

HAhaha...Angie shd thank me loooo

Ewwww..tat's condom

Looks nice but it is reli gross

She was forced to slap Shu yi, the bf's idea...sooo bad

Love,

Princess

Let's Party

2008-12-26T14:45:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night, Princess's Palace was having a small celebration for x'mas
But too bad, no x'mas tree in the palace, nvm v have got presents, frens and the laughing voice surrounding us haha
Princess only invited some of her close frens (btw, if u were not invited doesn't mean u r not my close fren haha..)
At first i tot only few ppl would come,was expecting some 'ffk-er'
But end up quite many of them turned up and made the palace become soooo lively
In the afternoon, Angie, Denyse, Rickson, Eric, Leeyien and i went to IOI mall, yes it's IOI MALL, haha the very 'nice and high class' place...
V were hunting for presents and some junk food and drinks
Then, v went back home to prepare for steamboat dinner
Ok, i just gotta admit i seldom do housework, but i dun deserve so many comments lo..
And somemore u all dun seem to be very good in doin housework tho hahaha
So, v were sooo busy preparing for the food and only started our dinner at 8 p.m when Kenneth, Kahyan and Ron arrived
V were soooo full, Denyse even vomitted because eating too much haha
Jess and bf wanted to come and join us but she got something else to do
Jess's so sweet, she actually came and gave me chocolate as present...
Then, Mei Ee, Shu yi and Aeon came and join us for the drinking and gaming session
Everybody seemed to enjoy playing the games (idea of Rickson) so much
V were shouting, screaming and laughing all the while
My face turned red after drinking a bowl of beer, everybody wanted me to drink, too bad loo
Tat's too many things happened but i lazy to type d
Maybe can go c Leeyien's blog, she will make it more detailed
In short, i was quite happy tat night
My Chirstmas wasn't lonely
Waiting forward for the 'Boxing day' celebration later at Shuyi's house
It shall be more fun and happening hehe

Starving

So happy and so heavy :)

Lap dancing

were forced to do tat haha (can c from the face expression)

It's beer not tea

SOooo sweet

weeeeee

Quiet Christmas

2008-12-25T21:52:00.000-08:00

On Christmas Eve, i stayed at home watching tv
But i didn't feel lonely
I was thinking, for how many years i nvr stayed at home on Christmas Eve?
Nvm, this year i had my own quiet time at home while ppl r celebrating outside
I was too lazy to go out for celebration, mayb i was tired of going out so often
I dyed my hair, finally, but not much difference
Thank god, i got my hand phone with me when it reached 12 a.m
I was counting down with my 'ex' haha
V always got so many nonsense to talk ever since v 'broke up'
Haha, actually v din even get together officially
But v consider each other as 'ex' lol
Luckily v din get together, if not i would lose one fren
Just wanna thank him for accompanying me and 'scolding' me to wake me up whenever i'm not feeling ok
The last time i broke up, he was wid me, and this time, he's wid me too
Ok, all nonsense here, luckily he won't be reading this
Merry Christmas everybody :)
I wish i wont be staying at home on new year eve

Love,
Princess

I'm BACK !!!!!!!!!

2008-12-21T06:11:00.000-08:00

Time passes soooo fast
I'm back from penang trip
It was quite fun spending time with frenz except that i gotta c the couples kissing around
Especially the 'new born' couple, no nid i mention ur name la both of u..
Now only i realize how sticky was i, even more terrible than the 'new born' couple
But i think the both of them will be sweet sweet all the time, even though it's abit 'geli' to kiss and hug in the public haha
Back to the trip....
V were actually quite sesat in the trip, cos v just followed map and drove around the island
So, v only went to ONE place in penang, yes only one place - Kek Lok Si haha
V spent most of the time eating and chit chatting in the hotel

Day 1
I was abit moody, so was day dreaming the whole day
But at night, v chatted in the hotel, eating and drinking, and checking horoscope stuff
Co- incidently, when they checked Capricorn - wei siang, it matches wid Gemini -me, on tat day..
So, wat i could do was to keep quiet
I brought lap top so i could chat wid frenz too
In the mid night, v started to talk
It was dam relaxing when chatting wid frens at the balcony under the stars facing the beach
The stars were so beautiful, for how many centuries i nvr watch the stars so closely
They brain washed me alot, first time talking so much to frenz
Ronald, the ngam cham uncle, as usual, was telling me lotsa 'dou lei'
While Wei Siang was sharing his experience wid his ex
Chin...erm..haha.. just joking around
But things tat they told me r quite true geh
V chatted till 5 a.m and i went to sleep earlier while they cont their conversation
Then i heard the very 'cute' couple were promoting me in front of ws, OMG
Nvm, finally i could sleep so well in the 3 nights without have to dream of him (NIGHTMARE!!!)

Day 2
V woke up sooo late and so v had our brunch at 3 p.m before goin to kek lok si
Then, v went back to the hotel to swim for 15 minutes....ZZzzzzzz cos the swimming pool is closed at 7.30p.m *wth*
So, v went back to the hotel and prepared to go for dinner in The Ship
At first, the guys were wearing quite cincai except for Ronald Lee
At the end, they changed to better looking clothes cos those wearing so cincai one will have to go 'Sampan' instead of The Ship haha
Aiyooo but The Ship is not a very high class place also la...they even wear formal clothes at the end...
V enjoyed our dinner there, but again, i had been teased by the 'good frens' about wei siang
And there is another hot topic - Chin and Angie haha (they actually dunno each other)
V were promoting Angie to Chin, haha just joking around

Tat night, v slept quite early
V found out tat my bro and Chin look very alike as in their action and style, v were making fun of both of them haha
AGAIN, i was teased by HEW LEE YIEN cos ws slept on my pillow
Actually, it's non-stop teasing by 7 of them

Preparing drinks

My blanket and pillow leh :(

Day 3
V woke up quite early in the morning cos v planned to go for swimming
V went to the beach for a morning walk before v jumped into the swimming pool
Ky,Ly and i were actually wearing BIKINI haha, so shy but nvm la
This time v truly had fun swimming in the pool and teasing Chin for 'not really good in swimming but still insists tat he can swim' haha
So the revenge of it is -i was teased by him wid ws, AGAIN!!!!!!!!
I pretended i couldn't hear anything
Time really passes too fast, i was actually thinking of where to go after the swimming session but then they told me v gotta check out at 12 p.m. after swimming
I tot it was only second day, haiz
After checking out, v went to this Perangin Plaza for lunch at 3 p.m again!!
I saw the whole set of Minnie Mouse accesories for car, but i didn't buy cos gotta buy whole set cannot buy seperately, haiz
Then, v went to this shop selling Tambun Biscuit, sooo many ppl there Q ing, as if it is free
At night, v dropped ws back to his hometown in Jawi before headed to my grandma's house in Ipoh
Ok, the most interesting part started
The seven of them had been teasing both of us through out the whole journey
And they said the most fun part of the journey was third day as they actually so semangated to tease me, they come one by one, i didn't even have chance to fight back
They ' WAH' so loudly before entering ws's house
My bro even shout out so loudly, as if it is a palace, siao
Then Ronald , Chin and Ly kept promoting him to me
Ky said : " Py, u even more geng than me lo, even meeting his parents d"
SPEECHLESS!!!!!!!
V had our dinner wid ws's whole family, wat a big family!
Ronald Lee introduced ws's family member to me one by one
They r quite friendly, treated us makan
After the dinner, v headed to my grandparent's house and stayed over
Tat night, ky, ly n i chatted for awhile b4 v slept

Day 4
V woke up at 12p.m, and my grandma had actually prepared brunch for us
Then, my smart bro told my grandma about wei siang, he actually promoted him in front of my grandma, omg
My two cute cousins were having fun with Ron,Chin and Kenneth
They were fighting together haha
Chin even tried to 'bribe' my cousins to change saying ' wai seng' to 'wei siang' wid candy
Sooo funny but they failed haha
After packing our stuff, v left my grandma's house n went to Daniel's restaurant -Kam Ling in Kampar, v bought curry chicken bread
From there, v went back home to KL
-end of journey-

Love,
Princess

废一下

2008-12-01T09:05:00.000-08:00

前晚，我和弟弟谈天时说：“我现在好像回到了从前我还没跟他一起的时侯的日子，我好像把我与他那两年的回忆收起来了，把它们搁在心里某个角落，或许是我潜意识要我把它们搁在一旁，只是有时候会不小心又被拿出来回忆”

我想把我的人生比喻成一条线
一条被剪断的线
我与他的回忆是线的其中一段
可是这一段已被剪出来搁在一旁
而我已经把断了的线接回去
我把线打了一个结
那个结是我愈合的伤口
那被搁在一旁的线将会默默陪伴那条打了结的线
可是没有必要时它不会打扰它
被打了结的线会继续向前
只希望那条线不会再被剪断了

Haha,可能没人能看得懂我写什么，可是随便啦，我明白就可以了

Love,
Princess

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This post is full of nonsense

I need colours

Old friends

I feel old

阶段

My girl friends

It's December already

In deep shit mood

Time passes so fast

Hmmm

Day Dreaming

-_-

=.=

这样也好

Stressssssss

幸福

=)

:(

巧克力

是吗？

LAzy to Update

我們沒有在一起

S.A.D

=(

刘佩婗， 不要！

乱

天真

=)

This is cool

Christmas Eve & NYE

Last Post of The Year

♥

一秒也好

Gemini

MPSJ

Girls talk =)

Jj's birthday

Hong Kong Movie

I should stay at home

After exams parties ^^

SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So many ppl's birthday

Holidays?

MONASH!!!

ZZzzz

Great Friday Night =)

Sing my lungs out

Siao

Mid sem break

Oh no

Time flies

I have changed

Too many things to blog about

Complicated

Life is Great =)

Tempting Heart

Insomnia

Reality

Thank you

Memories - PD + Malacca trip

Weird feelings

Time to pppp party!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss my frens

War time!!

It's The Princess's birthday man!!!

Memorable Day <3

开心就好

原来

安静的周末

Laziness..zzz

挣扎

Happy Belated Birthday Wing =)

Controlling

我快乐吗？

Enjoying Uni Life

Port Dickson

Happy Holidays :)

Outings :)

刘佩婗，不要！